You call my life good
You don't see the inside
My friends always turn
Over time
The dark water churns
And in comes the tide
I'm pulled in
Barely able to get a breath
But that's ok because everything in my life, is set
I'm not ALLOWED to be happy
Not ALLOWED to have fun
Not ALLOWED to to have nice people in my life
Not ALLOWED to run
I try and run from what they call a life
But in my mind I think I'm really in Hell
I wish I could go back in time
To prevent the start of it all
They say my life is good- or at least better than others
But they haven't seen the inside-they haven't seen it all
Like when I'm pushed into a wall
What did I do?
Nothing bad!
I just didn't know what the coffee was held!
Making my Grandma yell
I guess I'm stupid-A worthless little kid-who can't do anything
That's what she said
Well I guess no one would care if I was gone
If I jumped off the edge
I guess I'll never know for sure
But I have a pretty good idea
I won't know for sure but everyone else will
I can't take it
I can't do it
Hopefully once I'm gone, you will understand your wrongs
Maybe not but for now I'm saying 'So long!'
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Poems
FanfictionI am bullied. These poems are to help me vent my emotions. OK? OK. (rated t for some cussing)