Past Future N????

My Story

"Okay we used to be a item. Love that was just so right until his love for power just separated us" .I could see that she was paying attention,but could I trust her? . I never told anyone my story with this man.

I continued. "I loved him and I trusted him. I stood up and looked at my friend with teary eyes.
" I had no idea that he had a woman that she was supposed to marry. I found out and I totally lost myself. I nearly went crazy with depression my friend".
I just remember him saying that he was supposed to do what was expected of him. I slapped him and I got sick and when I got better I left. " the past come slipping in my mind I remember the pain as I was trying to cough up something that was just so painful.
I woke up nearly not breathing my blankets would be wet. "I found out I was pregnant and I knew his parents will just flow him out of the country. So I made plans to leave . Josh is turning 10 tomorrow and he has been asking about his dad. I thought I could just run away for him.
" now... are you going to tell him?"asked her friend.
"I have to.... They look so identical it is not something that I have to tell friend. I need to show him. Will licking her lips.
"Everyday I looked at his little face, I touched him. Trying my best not to show him my tears". While sorting." I think I should just call it a night.
"okay" said her friend leaving.
Flashback
"congratulations you are going to be a mother ". Said Dr McKnight.
"You mean like a baby" said shocked.
"yes" smile at her
"okay.... OK.  Thank you " getting up.. She thought about her changing body.  Here I was thinking I was just getting fat. If his family knew the truth they will put me through........ I have to leave
After that day I saw him with his future wife.  I hid myself thinking if he saw me he will just now it. Not paying attention on her way she bumped into a box of pins and all the people just stared at her.  She just ran out of that shop.
Before she finished she saw her son peeking from his room.
"Mommy my birthday is tomorrow do you know that " asked the little boy sitting on his mother's slap.
" I know that.... mmhh I forgot your present " looking at her son  busy playing with his hair.
" mommy I said,  I want  a party. "said the little boy with his hands on his mother neck forcing a hug.
" okay you win my boy " said her picking him up to his bed.
She knew that this child will have to erase what her past was. But the thought of him growing up and questions that will follow.