The Missing
I miss you but I don't know how to see you again without breaking. I don't know how to talk to you again without falling back into you. I'm scared. I can't see you. - 1 a.m texts from ex lovers
You always remember the first times but you rarely remember the lasts. I remember everything. I just want to go back to the firsts. - 12 a.m texts from ex lovers
When you said you'd always be there for me I didn't know you meant just as a friend.- 2 a.m texts from ex lovers
The Hurting
I crossed boundaries and you let me because you kept wishing I would become the person you wanted me to be. And I wasn't. But I want to be now and you won't let me. You were right to walk away. - 2 a.m texts from ex lovers
I may have left you but I was the one who felt abandoned.- 3 a.m texts from ex lovers
You pick people that can't love you back. You commit to people who won't give you commitment. You do it because that's what scares you the most. You're scared to have the thing you want. You do it so you can say that you tried and then feel absolved of any wrong doing. "I tried my best", your mantra. - 3 a.m texts from ex lovers
The 'Moving On'
You want consistency but don't want a relationship. Then you change. You want a relationship and pick people who are inconsistent. I'm not sorry I left. - 10 p.m texts from ex lovers
I slept with someone else and the next morning I cuddled her and when I closed my eyes I pretended she was you. When I closed my eyes I pretended you could see us and how 'happy' I was. I wanted you to hurt but I only ended up hurting myself.- 2 p.m texts from ex lovers
I miss you. It was supposed to be you. I met her when it was supposed to be you. - 4 a.m texts from ex lovers
