All For My king

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Amelia

I didn't move I was crying so hard I hate it here I want my son I feel like I failed my son and myself I don't want to live I have nothing to live for my son is gone so is my God son my life is always gone be bad so here I got up got the blade and cut both of my wrist I was losing blood I got light headed and start to black out the I heard him yell no don't die I'm sorry please get up then it went dark I was going home I was going to see my son and God son I was going to be free of pain

I was in a place that felt like home I was walking around and this little girl came to me

Little girl: hi mommy

Me: are you talking to me I don't have a daughter

Little girl: you will have me when you go back to earth and my big brother will be happy to you will name me Ta'Niya Marie Clarkson

Me: who gone be your daddy

Ta'Niya: he is

She told me to look ahead and I saw a TV there and I see me in a hospital bed and the man who kidnapped me was there

Me: no I will not be with him I will never have his kids I hate him I will never be with him he ruined my life he took away my life the moment he took my son alway from me I don't want anything to do with him I had everything plan I graduate college I was going to work my way Up in a company which ever I was going to meet me someone good and then get married and have more kids but he had to take that away from me how dare he I will never love him in fact I hope he dies he took the only thing that made since in this world he took the one person that kept me alive all these years.

Ta'Niya: but you have to forgive him it might have start off wrong but he loves you he care so much about you just don't let this be the reason you miss out to be happy you have to go back it not your time OK

Me: I don't want to go just yet I want to stay a little longer

Ta'Niya: you can stay for 4 days but then you have to go back

Me: OK

I felt happy here I didn't want to go just yet