Silent Cry

Can we Vent ?

*Craig POV* 

For some reason all night , all i have been hearing are my parents voices , like they keep telling me how proud they are of me and how i need to make sure i treat Kari right. And my new family , that i need to protect them and never ever regret anything. Its like i keep hearing and seeing my Momma's face.. Oh how i miss her .. Her love and her affection. My dad , for him i keep hearing "Craig dont you ever i repeat ever , disrespect a women and Never choose a women over family" its like they are giving me signs .. Ughh I miss them.

*End of POV*

Kari- Craig are you okay ?

Craig- Huh ? 

Chresanto- Are you okay Bro ? You just kinda like , left us .

Craig- Yea , Sorry i was Day dreaming

Ashley- You looked really focused you looked like *does Craigs Face*

Jacob- LMFAOOO ! What , No he aint look like that

Justice- *chuckles* come on yall lets drink these shots and get washed up , we have a busy day tomorrow

Ashley- Yas, were going to Disney

Kari- You a Big Kid

Chresanto- But shes my big kid *wraps his Arms Around ashley*

Jacob- Eww! Save that for your honeymoon

Kari- Or till were asleep

Craig- Yall Jealous or Nah

Kari- Naah

Jacob- I got my girl

Justice- Mee ! *raises Hand*

Ashley- o.O we know justice thank you

Kari- well lets go get ready for bed

*Everyone goes into the house and takes a shower one by one , after chresanto finally finishes showering everyone is in their room*

Kari- Craig..

Craig- Yea *looks at her* 

*Kari crawls up to craig and goes and cuddles with him*

Kari- Are you ok ?

Craig- *wraps his arms around her* Im fine 

Kari- Biggest lie , ever , whats wrong ?

Craig- I kept hearing my momma's and dads voice. It was like they were trying to tell me something. And it just made me realize how much i miss them , But my mom told me dont worry that im in a good family and never to hurt you . *chuckles*

Kari- Awe! I bet your mom was the sweetest person . Like you

Craig- *kisses her forhead* Thanks Kari <3

Kari- *Smiles* No problem . But hey , can i ask you something

Craig- Of course , im a open book to you.

Kari- Have you ever tried you know.. 

Craig- Suicide ?

Kari- *looks down* Yea ..

Craig- I can show you better then i tell you 

*Craig Gets up and takes off his shirt reaveling all his Cuts , Scares , Suicide wounds*

Kari- *gasps* Oh my ..

Craig- Yea , I've tried to  hang my self , cut to deep , over dosing , everything..

Kari- Is that why..

Craig- Yea , the night i came to the store i came to get stuff to clean my cuts , 

Kari- Oh my gosh , Im sorry that you would ever think about that 

Craig- Its okay , i guess suicide use to sound so good , like i felt alone , trapped and that none wanted me  .. I felt like i couldnt be myself, i listen to what people siad and i Let my insecurites get to me. I used to be bullied in school and stuff too . Ive been to rehab , to help groups , but then my parents passed and Everything came back. I Used to blame it on society . But i realized why everyone hated me. Like i was a waste of space .. Like i didnt belong

Kari- *gets up and Kisses him* lool , aslong as we stand where we stand , you dont ever have to think of that , or even imagine it , Cause im not letting you do that. I want you to be happy ! i want to see that beautiful ass smile of yours , for you to stop hiding behind your shades , for you to embrasse yourself. I dont want you to act , i want you to be yourself , I want you to vent , I just want you happy..

Craig- Once i Have you and this amazing family , I hope and pray to god i can get over depression.

Kari- You will! cause were all going to help , I dont want you to think that nones here for you because were all a phone call away. And me .. you just have to send that One Text and i Will be here , night or day . Craig , your an amazing person! you shouldnt have to hide that.! and I know your amazing cause your in this Family ! I'll be damed , Chresanto Likes you , An Ashley Loves you and So does Jacob and Justice! Its not easy getting them to like someone.

Craig- *hugs Kari* Thank you Kari , this ment alot to me , you dont understand

Kari- No Problem , Now Come on , lets lay down and we can watch tv

Craig- *smiles* Okay

*Craigs Mom POV *

Wow , she actually cares about our babe boy , im so happy Craig has finally found someone who wont judge him , who wont leave when he needs them the most, I feel so bad that my little baby has to go through this. But i made a Worrior and now hes Found someone who will Care for him. Thank you Kari , For everything youve done so far and will do in the future , May god bless you *blows a kiss* 

*end of POV*

Kari- Did you feel that ?

Craig- No what? *pulling her to him*

Kari- that sudden air

Craig- Maybe it was the A.c

Kari- True , now lets watch tv *smiles*

*Rayan POV* 

I miss her , i wanna talk to her , but i cant none will let me next to her . why do i feel this way ? Shes moved on shouldnt i ? I mean i have a beautiful ass Girl .. But still shes nothing compared to Kari , but As long as Ashley is Around and Craig . I cant talk to her , So i guess , we all know what i need to do. I need to get rid of them ..

*end of POV*