The Unsolved Hot Mystery

Chapter 7: M thinking to back out

Do you ever got conscious about your looks juz coz of some guy?
do you ever felt that you're not enough beautiful juz coz the guy you like likes someone else?

m sure every girl must have went through this phase once in her life where she doubted her ownself
the quote 'Beauty lies in the eyes of the be holder' didn't make sense at one point?

well m going through that phase now!!!
wondering why doesn't he like me?
Am I not enough beautiful?
what's der in pooja that's not in me?
she is sweet simple pretty intelligent
& what about me?
crazy
loud
far away from sweet & simple
may be that's the reason he chose her over me

but then m like this only
I can't change myself juz for his sake
if he can't accept me the way I am then what's the point?

I feel like going to him & ask
dude what's your problem?
why don't you like me?
Am I less attractive or you're blind?

it hurts
I saw him first
he is mine!!!
why he can't be mine?
pooja has a bf already someone plz go & tell him!!!

As far as I remember he used to stare at me first
then how can he directly jump to her?

aaaa....
I want to scream
I feel like banging my head
why god why?
I frowned while standing in front of the mirror checking out myself
what's missing?
I made different faces while trying to find out what's wrong with me?
but that made me more frustrated

I opened my watsapp
& texted my besties
~
Am not beautiful?
I ssly doubt m not normal :(

in few mins my besties started firing me with der texts
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frnd1: "who said?
      tell me i'll go & kill him"
frnd2: oh yeah that guy needs to check his eyes
      bae you're hot
      don't ever ask that stupid question again
frnd3: Don't forget you are 'The Sanyukta Agarwal' our diva
     
I chuckled after reading der texts
ssly frnz are god's gift
they know how to cheer you up

I felt lil better after reading der texts but still der was small doubt in my mind
plus the flashbacks of him staring at my frnd hurt me alot

what if he really likes her
& she too likes him?
I don't want to be the villain in der life
I think I should back out
guys will come & go but frnz are irreplaceable
pooja & me are frnz from 7yrs I can't hurt her
that hot guy is not more important than her
I love her
she is the one who always supported me in everything
we are partners in crime yaar!!!

I ssly need some fresh air orelse i'll get mad
I shook my head & stepped out of my house to clear my mind

Suddenly my phone started ringing
I took out my phone from my back pocket to see the caller id flashed my another frnd tanu
ohh no tanu madam back in action
be ready sanyukta for getting scold by her
let's run away
I chuckled & answered the call

"hello?"
"what's wrong?
why were you asking that stupid question in group?
what happened?
did anyone said something to you?
are you okay?" she started firing me with her questions
"sssh...chill
m okay nothing you know right I get different mood attacks sometimes" I chuckled trying to coverup the pain which I was going through
"You can't fool me okay
so plz don't even try
tell me what happened?"
"Hmm..that hot guy I told you remember?
I think he likes my friend pooja not me"
"What??
nonsense you told he used to stares at you
how is it even possible?"
"don't know
may be he changed his mind"
"sanyukta are you mad???"
"yes"
"come on may be he is doing it purposely to make you jealous?
you said your frnd has a bf right?
why would she do that to you?
may be she is trying to play the cupid?"
"No I don't think so
our life is not fiction where cliche stories like this happen" I rolled my eyes
"You never know
think positive"
"Hmm let's see I don't want to expect anything
expectations only lead to disappointments
M thinking to back out
I don't want one more drama in my life"
"Be strong don't forget what you are okay?
you're tanu's friend
you are hot, crazy & awesome human being
don't doubt yourself again
remember boys run after you
you don't run after them!!!
we will find someone else for you
& even if we don't anyone
it's okay all my guy frnz are ready in queue for you
ha they are not that hot but they are awesome trust me" she laughed making me laugh aswell
"idiot" I laughed
"Okay now don't be sad
cheer up
love you
bbye"
"yeah bbye & thanks m feeling better"
"ohh you're welcome I know m awesome"
"ya ya bye now" I rolled my eyes & disconnected the call

I think m overreacting
let's leave all this on destiny
let's see what destiny has planned for me...

NEVER DOUBT ON YOURSELF
NEVER JUDGE OR COMPARE YOUR BEAUTY WITH OTHERS
REMEMBER YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT YOU
DON'T LET ANYONE BRING YOU DOWN!!!
IF THEY CAN'T LOVE YOU FOR THE WAY YOU ARE TRUST ME THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT!!

BE YOURSELF❤

...
TBC

Thnku ^_^

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