you cant fix whats broken

ur just like the others

i woke up to find liam in my bed next to me in only his boxers and me completly nude. my area was really hurting i  just assumed it was my period so i ran to the bathroom with out waking liam to go check once i realised i wasnt i spotted a condom in the bin oohhh god i know i didnt do it when i was awake i wasnt that drunk after all.

i run out of the room to a room in the basement into my panic type room , only aimee knows were it is and why i go there i text her hoping shes up .

meet me in the panic room in REALLY important bring harry or niall or not im not bothered just dont tell the others there probs asleep anyway.

OMG GEORGIA WHAT HAPPENED WHO DID WHAT IL BREAK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEIR BONES IM BEING SERIOUS IM COMING WITH BOTH NIALL AND HARRY NEARLLY THERE

i was sat in a space crying my eyes out because of what that thatthat monster did to me i cant hold in my tears i justcry and cry. aimees my oldest bestfriend iv known her years and she means itwen shesays shed kill someone shes sweet but fiesty .

"OME GEORGIA WHATS WRONG HONEY" by now everyone was circleing around me asking whats wrong and when i finally got the guts to tell the i spoke quitly.

" h h he r rraped m m e " i spoke quitly but still audiable forthem to hear.

" WHAT WHO THE FUCK DID THAT TO YOU" AIMEE HARRY AND NIALL SCREAMED AT THE SAME TIME

"l l liam" i stuttered niall and harry were filled with anger u could see it in there face and aimee was doing the breathing exercises her therapist recomened to do if she ever got anger to the maximum i was thinking about how violent went she shouted out loud

"GEORGIA IT DIDNT FUICKING WORK WERE IS THE CUNT IM GUNNA FUCKING RIP HIS PATHETIC BALLS OF THE BASTARD" by now aimee had reached her maximum level of anger when niall took a step back a bit scared and harry was smirking at how his girlfriendwas acting.

i continued to cry when aimee bent down next to me whispering in my ear

" stay strong georgia i know u can" i thought about how kind she was when i just nodded but deep inside i knew i couldnt i couldnt deal with the stress i was upset with niall and liam my parent are never home and when they are home their abusive.verbally and physically once i thought everyone left the room i went to the hidden box in my room.

i pulled out the blade and cut the vein on the inside of my wrist lightly getting harder and harder each time when niall came up behind me and slapped the blade out of my hand he looked at me shocked and sympathetic 

"dont do thar niall im sick of that look the sympathy i cut becasue i want to i dont need fucking sympathy i get that ur caring and sos aimee n everyone else that might care just leave me be niall i dont need this shit u know uv already broke my heart u led me on knowing what i do then you tell me u have a girlfriend u dont know how much its hurt niall no idea "

i try to reach from the blade again but niall sits infront of me and looks me in the eye after what i just said his eyes are glossy.

"listen georgia i understand u might eb hurt from when i told u about kate but u didnt let me finish i ended it with kate thats what i wanted to tell u and please i understand were your coming at i understand how much pain your feeling i want to help i want to love you like no one ever has before truth is georgia i love u your like my drug babe and i need u alive so i can love you untill are days are over."

i looked into nialls eyes he was looking back into mine befor i knew it he kissed me and i imediatly kissed back that speach melted my heart i pull away when i run out of breath.he looks at me and smiles when i hear shouting from upstairs.i run upstairs not caring if anyone sees my wrist at the time