Forced to Smile

September 10th, 2013

Dear diary,

School started a while ago.

What can I say?

It sucks.

So, it turns out I'm actually a complete loner. Yeah. I found out who my fake friends are. Though, they don't know I know who they really are. Even though they're fake, they're the closest thing I have to a friend. Wow, so depressing, yeah well, don't pity me. I don't need it.

Just

Leave me alone.

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"Get up already Peyton!" her "Mom" yelled.

**You see, I say "Mom" cause she didn't act like one. All she did was drink. Drink. Look desperetely for a man. Oh, and I did I mention drink? Yeah. She's screwed up. I have to put up with her bullshit.

Every.

Single.

Day.

Yay me..**

"ALRIGHT!" Peyton yelled.

She sat up and got on her phone.

She checked Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and Tumblr. She had plenty of time to get ready for school.

"Pey-" her mom stopped for a few secconds "ton!"

"Great, she's drunk." Peyton said to herself. She put down her phone and got ready. She went to the bathroom and washed her face with a wash cloth and warm water. After that, she put a little make up on. Not alot like those ho's at school, but like mascara and lip balm. Then, she put some lotion on. She brushed her hair then flat ironed it, she liked it that way. She went back into her bedroom and went through her closet. It wasn't hard to chose her outfit, she had a school uniform. Khacki pants and a collard or polo shirt. After she got dressed, she put on her shoes. Black Converse. She put a little purfume on and brushed her teeth. She got her backpack, cross body purse, and her skateboard. Peyton obviously couldn't let her mom drive her, they would get into a wreck. So, she either walked or skate boarded to school.

Peyton went downstairs.

"Are- are you gonna eat?" her "Mom" asked.

"No, I'm not. I never will. Not from you at least." Peyton replied.

Peyton opened the door and slamed it before her mom could replied. Peyton put on her helmet and headed off.

"Hopefully this day will be better..." she said to herself.