Her

It is the first day of high school for me, There are so many kids! But one stands out, Her.  That day I did not expect to fall in love with her, but i did. And slowly my love for her grew, Me and her became best friends. I always smile around her, i just cant help it! i love her so much.. It been so long since that first day of high school, and my love for her is so strong i would kill for her. I miss her so much, lately she hasn't been at school, but now its the school holidays, so i cant see her at all. I feel so alone with out her, she brings out the best in me, i want to try when I'm with her, I absolutely love her, i cant say it enough.  I just want to brag about her every day... She and i could be so happy, we could be the perfect couple but i just gotta keep getting into mistakes. We both have boyfriends. Her boyfriend doesn't treat her the way she deserves, and i was tricked into admitting to a boy i liked him... He then asked me out and i said yes, What else could i had said! Why, Why am I like this... why?