I'm Diana...

Chapter 11

*zayns pov*

It has been about a week since we broke up, I don't even know what to do, I miss her so much.

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I sat in math watching the door waiting for Diana to walk in. I waited about 10 minutes and never saw her.

"Mr. Red!" I said very loudly

"Yes?"

"Where is Diana?"

"She switched math classes she is now in Mrs. Kelly's class." I gave him the dirtiest look ever. OMG what did I do? I looked at Jessica and smiled, she gave me a quick smile back. I watched her as she took out her notebook, got a pen and scribbled something on the page. She ripped it out and folded it, then slid it across the table. I looked at her then opened the note.

"Call me: 19013437761 <3"

I looked at her and nodded. Then went back to watching the door.

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I walked out of math holding Jessica's hand. She smiled as we walked down the hall. I looked a head for a short girl, with light brown hair and blonde highlights, guessing she was wearing her bag that she wore across her chest, with a pair of skinny jeans, a crop top with a sweater over it and combat boots. I didn't see her anywhere. I let go of Jessica's hand and stared at her.

"I gotta go to science I will call you when I get home." I stated right before I walked away. I walked down the hall and took a left hoping to see Diana walking into science, and that exactly what I saw. She had her hair in a messy bun, light blue skinny jeans, a sweater and combat boots. She flashed me a quick and uneasy smile. I felt my stomach drop as soon as I saw her, she wasn't just by herself she was with Harry. I ran into science and sat down, in my seat, next to Diana.

"Hi.." She whispered

"Why were you holding his hand?"

"Why where you holding Jessica's hand?" Diana snapped at me

"Because I think where dating."

"Well I was holding his hand because you were holding hers." She said very loudly as she got her homework from her binder. I heard Harry giggle when she said that. I looked at Diana and tried to make her mad. It didn't work.

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"Class dismissed." Mrs. Green said. We all got up and walked out of science. Diana waited for Harry outside the door and they walked to her locker together. I watched the hall looking for Jessica.

"Zayn!" I heard as someone tapped on my shoulder.

"Hi I was just looking for you." I said grabbing her hand.

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*dianas pov*

Harry took my books as we walked to my locker. Once we got there I opened my locker and I saw 1 red rose and attached to the ribbon said 'I love you'. I looked at Harry and have him a confused look.

"Was this you?"

"No it wasn't."

"Oh..." I mumbled. I took my books from Harry hand and put them on the bottom shelf. I stuck the rose in a bottle of water so it didn't dry up. I grabbed my lunch and my phone and walked to lunch with Harry.

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We sat down and I handed him half of my ham and cheese sandwich. As we were eating Zayn and Jessica can and say with us.

"Hi!" Jessica said really perky like.

"Zayn." I stated

"Diana." He replied

"HARRY!" Harry added. I got out a bag of chips and handed them to Zayn. He smiled and mouthed something. I don't know what he said but he did.

"So Diana?" Jessica asked

"What."

"Are you dating Harry?"

"No he's just my friend.. Zayn and I broke up 2 days ago, I'm not gonna go and date his best friend or anyone in that matter yet. I'm not Zayn! I don't just move on, it takes me a while. I cry, I cut, I sing, I eat, i watch chick flicks in my room with Doritos and ice cream. I don't just move on. Plus Your the reason we broke up soo, hate me if you want but you can go sit on the bench with the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck." I said as I got angrier and angrier.

"Oooohhh do you need some ice for that burn?" Harry added. I smiled and started laughing at that comment.

"Seriously? You can go kill yourself!" She added

"Don't you dare tell her to kill herself!" Zayn snapped. I looked through my bag for a pencil sharpener. Once I found it, I put it on the ground and jumped on it to get the sharpener part. I picked up the "razor" and walked to the bathroom. I pulled my sleeves up and did 6 cuts on each arm. Then I walked out and went back to lunch. I sat down, put the sharper pieces in my bag and continued to eat. Harry and Zayn stared at my white sweater sleeves as it slowly turned redder and redder. I looked at Zayn and smiled. Then Jessica looked at me like she was gonna cry.

"Awe is the new girl gonna cry?" I asked

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean it! I swear I was just angry because of what you said!"

"What I said was the truth.."

"You can have Zayn I don't care!"

"I don't want Zayn! He did this to himself! Yes I love him but he left me! He left me to be alone! He's the one who walked away! He saw and open door and walked right through it and on the other side was you. So don't say sorry that I cut, don't say sorry that I don't like you, I probably will like you when I'm over him just not right now, not for a while." I said as tears slowly ran down my face. I turned to Harry and he hugged me. Not just like a friendly hug, but an I like you sort of hug.

A/N

Haha sorry Jess. I know this chapter is short but it's worth it. And I promise that things will get better between Jessica, Zayn and Diana. It will just take some time. Alright I'm off to bed now so good night! -taytummm