Good Trouble

Chapter 1

Avery's POV
Flashback

My parents are sleeping already, it's 10pm. Perfect, I could sneak out tonight again. I grabbed my phone and opened my window, this is what I've been doing ever since I met him that night. Sneaking out my window to see him almost every night. It feels good to do so, I love the adrenaline. I've been doing this for about 1 month now, I didn't get caught yet. I'm walking to his house thinking about how bad I want to see him.

Avery:
I'm almost there x

Logan:
Okay

Avery:
I'm in front of your door

He opens the door and let's me in. "Be quiet, my parents are sleeping" he whispers. "Oh really? As if this is the first time I'm here at this time." His parents don't know we're together, they don't even know me. He says he doesn't want to tell them till we've been dating for quiet a while. "You know this isn't going to work forever right? You sneaking out at night. You're parents are going to find out one night." He says. "I know but does it matter? Besides you only want to see me at this time, Logan. Don't act like this was my idea to do." I sigh and walk over to the couch. "Let's not fight tonight, okay?" He whispers and kisses me. I smile and look at him. "I love you." I kiss him again and then we start to make out.

Really this is all we do, I come over to his house and we just touch each other. I don't know why I think this is a healthy relationship, I just love him. But lately I started to feel like I was losing him and I didn't want that, so I decided I wanted to give him something no one else ever received from me. He started to unbutton my jeans again, this is where I usually stop him but I want him to go there this time. I want him to have all of me, and I want to have all of him. He has to love me, just as much as I love him. He stops kissing me and looks at me, he isn't looking for approval. I know that because he had a smirk on his face. He starts undressing me but I stop him. "If we're going to do this, I want to undress you first." He looks at me with a frown but then nods his head. I start undressing him until he's in his boxers. I trace my fingers around his male part with a smirk. I love teasing him. He starts to get impatient and starts undressing me again. He sees my lingerie and grins. "This, for me?" I nod and hide my face while I smile."

I never saw him again after it happened. We were just texting back and forth but it was never more than small talk. I hate small talk. I wanted to see him but he always found excuses not to. The last time I asked him when I would see him he just said "never".
I saw that coming but I still had hope you know. I blocked his number. I didn't delete pictures of us two, because we didn't have any. He never wanted a picture with me. When I finally realised what I really was for him, I cried. I realised I didn't really love him either because I was kind of relieved when he said the word "never". But I still ask myself, why did I give to him?

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Hey guys, I know this chapter
is short but this chapter is really important because Avery really changed because of what happened. I hope you guys will like the rest of the book, I think I will be really dedicated to this.
All love xxx