remember me again

hana

J U N G K O O K

never in my life had i run so fast out of that hospital room.

even with my injuries, i ran as fast as my legs could take me, ignoring the pain. i just needed to get out of there.

just when i had finally moved on, when i had finally stopped fearing love, when i had decided to love again, she fell out of my grasp and i couldn't catch her in time.

it's all my fault.

i should've focused on driving. now her memories pay the price for my ignorance.

"i'm so stupid!" i yelled, screaming at the sky. i wanted to punch something, but cry at the same time.

i slumped down to the ground.

"i didn't even get to tell her i loved her." i cried, tears forming in my eyes.

i sat there on the ground for a good ten minutes, unsure of what i could do. act like i don't know her? start fresh? leave her alone? i messed up my hair in frustration, feeling lost and confused.

i stood up and slowly made my way back into the hospital.

"excuse me, jungkook-ssi! you can't run off like that! you're injured!" the nurse who was taking care of me exclaimed as she found me.

"i'm sorry, i just--i couldn't breathe in there."

she took a deep breath. "the doctors are trying to figure out whether her amnesia is temporary or if it will be permanent."

i looked down as she began to help me back to my room.

"don't worry, most cases it's only temporary." she sighs.

she led me back to my room, helping me back to bed.

"now, you have to stay here and rest, alright? no more running off." she said, checking my vitals.

i nodded, slowly leaning back in the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling blankly.

"would you like me to get you something to eat?" the nurse asked as she pulled the blanket on the bed up.

"no."

"would you like something to drink?"

"no."

she sighed. "alright, get some rest, kid."

she patted my shoulder and left to go attend some other patient in more need.

i just continued to stare at the ceiling, silently praying yeri was going to be alright and we would leave the hospital together all right.

but we can't always get what we want, right?

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lmao just checked and realized wattpad didn't actually publish the prolouge oops. well, what can you do