Why!!

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Leo pov

It's been 6 months since what happened. I really wanna go see you but I don't want to at the same time I'm not sure what to do but sit here and think about you. And everything we did together. I don't wanna remember. I wanna forget it but then I have all these pictures of us together. All of you. You made me want to continue living. I couldn't live without you. I didn't want you to leave me so quick. And just on the special day too. We were almost enterally entwined but I knew someday you would have to leave me the same I would have to do for you. But it shouldn't have been like this. No this was. This is not the ending I wanted nor predicted. I thought we would have been together forever till death we part. But it's not till both of us part. Not only one. I can't, I can't sleep. It feels as if I'm already almost dead. I have to stay. I have to be alert. I have to stay here on this shit ball they call earth. I'm suppose to be meeting someone from the police station tomorrow. I'm so nervous and feeling so down at the same time. Even when I talk about her I feel like I'm in a sad R&B song. Usually she would tell me something like
"Haha I love the song you made for me but you sound like you tried to dedicate it to all the girls. In the world"
I wish you were still here to tell me those words with that sweet little voice and that glowing, magical face.  I miss that smile.

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