Hey I am sooo lost right now idk what to do now I can't ring my mum she won't care I can ring my nan or fund my own way home or ring ma dad but my dad don't want nothing to do with me and I never met ma dad I don't know what he looks like
Either I want to know my dad I rather live with then ma mum I hate her I can say to her fucking face she might beat me but I have proof the bruises that she gives me proof IDC about her anymore
She hates me I know she does she never said "I love u" to me never ever have I headed them words come out her mouth the only time she ever said it is to her mum on mothers day she don't really mean it tho
I am really lonely at school idk why people hate me 4 I really don't I had friends but they only left me for other people I really trusted them
I tell u how I lost them well they came over to mine and my mum hit me and they thought she was going to hit them and the next day they didn't want to know me and they had new friends they became popular and I was
Alone for ages never had real friends I am going to be lonley for the rest of my life never have real friends
I do want friends and trust them and have real friends and not fake friends
I really I am confused I be been sitting here for 2 hours and I've rung nan she ain't coming I don't think she cares either I didn't get lost well me me and mum was going somewhere and I told her to pull over soon she did soo I puked and when I turned to go into the car she drove off and I sat here for 1 hour and its been 4 hours now
I want to go home I have no service so I can't ring ma nan I WANT TO COME HOME I WANT A NEW FAMILY BUT NOT A NEW NAN
I am soo upset I didn't know my mum hated me that much
Chapter 2 complete
If u want more there will be more xx
