Belonged to me first - Ciel x childhood friend reader

The realisation

You couldn't be any less bored than you were right now. Not only were you 'too high a class' of people that you didn't attend any old school, you were home schooled by you butler/maid (b/n) .
They were hard on you but you got through it eventually.
"(B/n)? "
"Yes my lady, how can I be of service?"
"I've changed my mind , I want to attend this ball. It appears to be held tonight, I know it's short notice but please prepare a stunning outfit for me"
You hadn't been sure this was a good idea, but it was worth a shot and who knows, you might find your betrothed. Although you were sure you were never going to meet a man at this point.
"Is that an order my lady?" Your butler/maid flashing a grin, obviously not thinking about your quick temper.
" well it's not a suggestion is it?" You snap back. And with the grin gone they go to fulfil your order. With this you fell into unconsciousness , not casting any thought to  the work you still had to do.

{ ciels POV }

I invited her. This will be the first time I will have seen her since we were very small and thought the engagement was just like playing happy families, although actually getting married still at the back of our minds. I must admit I'm rather excited about being in her presence, if she even comes. I hope she still thinks of me, as i think of being young and running around, getting up to no good, all with her. What am I thinking, of Course she doesn't, she probably doesn't even remember me and I don't blame her, the breech of engagement hit her hard. The most I remember when our parents told us we wouldn't be growning up together anymore is how she hugged me and tried to keep her tears in, eyes clearly becoming glassy. And then she was taken home. I haven't seen her since, and a few weeks later I was told I'd be marrying my beloved cousin, Elizabeth. Although playing and merely being around her wasn't the same.

~y/n POV ~

You awoke to a pair of hands shaking your shoulders. Your didn't need to lift your head from for arms as you already knew who it was. " please get off me...right now" you muttered before rising from your sleeping position.
"Everything has been taken care of my lady, if you will, I'd advise getting dressed now as the ball will be starting quite soon" (b/n) looked at you with concern. You did as you were told for once and prepared yourself for this meet with the mystery Earl Of Phantomhive.
Phantomhive.... definitely rings a bell..

{ time skip to the Phantomhive manor}

"This house..." you gasped. "Yes my lady quite extravagant isn't it?" (B/n) smiled at you.
"No..that's not it. Come on quickly we have to get inside!" You quickened your pace leaving your butler/maid lagging behind. "M-my lady! What ever is it?" He/she called out to you.
"Nothing, there's just something I need to confirm!" You yelled back, being careful not to be too loud on somebody else's property. You reached the giant front doors and they opened before even having knocked. A tall butler clad in black stood welcoming you in. You thanked him and rushed to the hall to kill the curiosity bubbling inside of you.
You stiffened when you reached it and a gasp escaped your mouth. Out of everyone here, the many, many people here you spotted him first. To you he stuck out like a sore thumb. The mystery name 'Phantomhive' it all made more sense now. You realised who it was and tried your best to stop being so tense before entering properly.
You walked in and the room fell deadly silent , people gasping and staring at you, your beauty overwhelming many. He turned around, his eyes glued to you. Just your eyes nothing else, unlike many old men eying you up and down Ciel looked you straight in the eye.
Slowly, he made his way over~

Ooo I'm not sure if this is good but please do tell me cause i don't know whether to continue 😊 thanks