Heart

When You're Not Beside Me

Title : When You're Not Beside Me

Pairing : SasuNaru

Disclaimer : Naruto belong to Masashi Kishimoto-sensei, Sheila on 7 and their song is belong to themselves and their respective label

Inspired : An Indonesian Song, Bila Kau Tak Disampingku by Sheila on 7

Warning : Full of typos, BL, A little bit angst, AU, OOC

Summary : I'm sorry for all my mistake. I don't mean to hurt you. When you're not beside me, I don't know what I'll do. I love you.

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Is it wrong to love your lover the way you want it to be? Is it too much for making your loves one experiencing new things and broaden their sphere? Is it my fault that I'm the one who cannot understand why my soul mate chooses to be away from me? Am I really done something that he couldn't endure? Am I at fault for loving him too much?

I'm what most people called the perfect guy, a gentleman. Though, as perfect as I am, I'm only a man who could feel love to someone else. And that someone turns out to be what most people called the imperfect person.

Although everyone that I know would always said that I'm so stupid to fall in love with such a guy, I'll never change my mind to make him mine. I know how Naruto is when I saw him the first time. Those amazing smile, those lovely laugh, those adorable stare, all those were really penetrating me through my heart immediately. And I fall in love more when I get to know him well.

He's nice although a little bit straight forward, lovable at the same time quite shifty, but the most part is that Naruto is always true to himself. That's the reason why I court him whenever I have the time to do it. Though in the process, he's like the clueless person he is, never get that I was courting him until I confess straight to his face.

I still remembered his contemptuous expression when I said I love him and asked him to be my boyfriend. At that time, I hope that earth would just shallow me or make me disappears because it certain that Naruto was going to reject me. However, after he gets over his shock, he straight away said yes to my proposal of being my boyfriend, which makes me the happiest man on earth.

I would never said that my relationship with Naruto is like a soap opera, where I'll be the prince charming who save my princess from evil sorcerer or when I have to struggle with my lover to face my egoistic and mean family.

No, never like that.

Quite the contrary, everyone seems fine with Naruto being my boyfriend. Although there are some people who still jealous with Naruto because he could make me head over heel for him. Meanwhile, those who supports my relationship with Naruto, they even made a fans club called SasuNaru Is Real where sometimes creeping me out. They often are stalking us, taking photo of me and Naruto, and that sort of things.

Anyway, there are nothing particular odd in our relationship. It's just like other people who were in love. We care for each other the way lovers should be. Our fight and arguments never stay long. Either he or me that say sorry first, nevertheless we always sort it out before it gets bigger. However, I think our fight this time it's going to take a very long time and more perception from the both of us.

I clearly need to contemplate about what's going on between us, the reason why Naruto ended our relationship sometimes after the party in Kiba's place. He called me to meet him in our usual restaurant to have breakfast together and talking about something. I still remember that intense conversation.