Inside Jungkooks head, the only thing going on was the thought of if he should say what he wanted to say or not:
If I say it, he would maybe feel better around me.
... Or he would look at me differently, I'm scared.
Even though he was scared, he decided to give it a try. It were only a few words anyway.
"Well, I'm trying to come see you often in this room and try to make you happ..." Jungkook cut himself off.
Was this even true?
He thought again.
Maybe I am just lying to myself, because I want to.
Taehyung still felt uncomfortable. Actually, it was worse than before. He decided to go against the tight grip on his wrist. Suddenly right after he broke the silence. With his deep voice and an emotionless face he started talking. Jungkook looked at his lips as they moved, but they almost didn't. Neither did his eyes. They just stared blankly at Jungkook. The only proof of him being alive in that moment was the fact that he was blinking, but also his shiny, blushing cheeks. He did actually seem comfortable right now in Jungkook's eyes, but he definitely wasn't.
"Kind of cute".
He tried to say it as fast as possible, since he realized how cringy it actually was, when he first started talking.
As Taehyung's cheeks turned from blushing to a red whole face, Jungkook could feel the heat crawling up to his now rosy cheeks. At the same time he kept rethinking his thoughts from two minutes ago. His mind completely changed.
I don't think I'm lying to myself.
It was like he was trapped in Taehyung's gaze, but it already stopped too early, when he thought of having to control the whole situation again. He had to get his shit together, it were 'only words' after all. When he thought about it, he was sure that it was only a lie to make Jungkook fall for him.
Jungkook blinked a couple of times and looked around the room, as he woke up from his thoughts. The atmosphere soon changed when Jungkook pushed Taehyung. Surprised Taehyung fell onto the bed and looked confused up at Jungkook. As he wanted to look down, he felt Jungkook's hand on his jawline that pushed his face up again, that slowly showed an irritated expression.
"No", Jungkook said with a sassy tone as he shook his head with a little smirk on his lips. The sass continued as he walked out of the room.
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