Not So Secret Admirer / Originalshipping

Chapter 8: Such a Dork

Why does Green want to see Pika? It's just a Pikachu, Yellow has one, why can't he go see her's? Maybe he's just being nice. Or maybe he wants an excuse to leave everyone else? Am I being used? Most likely. People use me. I was only liked in high school because I would give out homework answers. No one really wanted to talk to me other than that. I had one best friend named Ruby. We went off to college together and now that I've moved, we haven't talked in a long time. I miss him a lot. He's still in school studying how to make clothes. Ruby has always been into designing, he got bullied for it a lot by the assholes at school.

"You okay Red?" Green asked when we reached my apartment door.
"Y- yeah, sorry." I said. My thoughts over take me sometimes. I unlocked the door and let Green walk in first.
"Where's your Pika?" He asked as he walked in.
"He's probably either on the balcony or in my bedroom.
"Cool!" He said as he walked into my room. I set my keys on the counter and waited for Green to come back out.
"He wasn't in there." He said as he walked to the balcony. He's out there then. Pika is always there when I get back.
"Hi Pika!" I heard him say from the balcony. I followed him to the balcony. Green was crouched and patting Pika on his head. Pika was actually letting him do it also, it took weeks for him to open up to me. Green must be good with Pokémon.
"I think he likes me!" Green said. While playing with Pika. I couldn't help but smile. Pika was happy and Green looked happy interacting with him. He looks really attractive, the city lights behind him, the wind blowing him hair, and that cute smile he has on his face. I blushed when I thought that. It's just wrong for age these thoughts.

"Why are you so quiet?" He asked.
"Oh, sorry, I'm just, uh, thinking." I said.
"You must be thinking about it hard. You've been in your own world the entire time I've been here." He explained while standing up.
"I guess, it's nothing though."
"You're eyes are really red right now." He said while staring right into them. I felt my face heat up.
"Now your face matches them!" He added. I looked away from him, why does he always point that out!? It just makes me even more embarrassed.
"Hey." He softly said. He grabbed my hands. I looked up at him due to him grabbing both of my hands. He gave a soft smile and leaned in. He's kissing me again! I feel like I'm melting, it feels nice. Stop it Red! This is wrong! I pushed him off of me.
"Why do you always push me away?" He asked.
"Do you really need me to tell you?!" I said with shock. Is he really that much of ass that he doesn't realize what's right and wrong?!
"I dint understand." He said with a confused expression.
"Um how about Blue?!"
"What about her?"
"You're fucking dating her! You can't be kissing and flirting with me!" I yelled. Green smirked when I said that. I felt myself getting even madder, I can't stand this prick.
"Let's go sit on the couch." He said as he grabbed my hand and led me to my couch.

"Blue and I aren't dating." He said as he sat down. He's lying!
"Yes you are! You're always together!" I yelled.
"We're close friends Red, besides, I could never date Blue." He said.
"Why not, she's really pretty and nice." I said, trying to calm myself.
"Red, I'm gay, have you really not noticed that?" He asked with a genuine surprised face.
"Well, I guess that explains you trying to kiss me and the flirting." I said.
"I've been trying to get your attention for a while now!" He said.
"I thought you were just playing with me!" I yelled.
"Why would I want to play with you?! I like you!" He shouted. He likes me? He's not trying to play me?
"What about that woman's apartment you came out of across from me?" I defended.
"That's my sister! And that's my apartment!" He said while pointing to him. That must be why Blue looked confused when I said that he came out of a woman's apartment, and also he's gay.
"You're the one playing that music at three in the morning!" I shouted while pointing at him. I should kick his ass for that!
"I do most of my work at that time! I play music to distract myself from the silence." He said.
"Well then stop!"
"I'm sorry for keeping you awake with it then, usually the neighbors don't hear it since they're asleep. Only Blue hears it every once in awhile and usually bangs on my door to get me to turn it down." He explained.
"Oh, I heard someone banging on your door a few nights ago."
"When you banged on it a few nights ago, I felt bad and put a rose in front of your door." He explained looking down, is he embarrassed?
"You are the one who's been putting the roses on my door step?" I asked.
"Yeah, I gave you the first one the next morning after the fire alarm was pulled. I thought you were cute and set one in front of the door. I asked Blue where you lived and was happy when she said you lived across from me."
"What about the other times?"
"I gave you one when you got mad from my music. I started doing it cause I felt bad cause I thought that I was keeping you up every night."
"Oh, well thanks for those." I said while facing the vase that I put each rose in. I didn't want them to go to waste.
"So yeah." Green said to make things less awkward.
"Did you really think that I was playing you?" He added.
"Yeah, I thought you were trying to get a rise out of me." I said, I felt my face flush.
"You're such a dork." He said with a smile.
"Now that I think about it, it is pretty obvious that you're into men. I was surprised that Blue wasn't upset when I told her about me seeing you come out of your own apartment when I thought it was your sister's. And Crystal said that you're not her type."
"So you've been talking about me?" He said with a grin while getting closer to me.
"N-no!" My face flushed even more. I do think about him a lot, even if I don't want to.
"Well, how do you feel about me?" He asked.
"I, I uh." I stuttered. Green continued to look at me. I've always thought that I've liked girls until I met him. He is really handsome, he has a chiseled face and beautiful green eyes. He has piercings on his ears and perfect straight teeth. No one can deny that he's stunning. Now that I know the whole story, I don't mind so much that he's a dude. Besides, personality is what counts the most. He's not the asshole that I thought he was. He's done nothing wrong. I'm just dumb and jumped to conclusions and thought the worst. He's been nothing but nice to me, besides throwing me in the pool, but I liked him holding me like that.
"Well, can I make you like me?" He asked while putting his arm around my waist.
"I think you already have, Beans." I said with a smile. Green gave a big smile and leaned in to kiss me, but this time, I didn't resist.