Why Now

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~ This is actually dedicated to a friend of mine, He died at age 16 from suicide. He was smart and had everything going for him but the rumours around school said that he had to much pressure on him since he was the only child and his parent were strict on his grades. but I'm not sure if that's actually the reason since he never was stress over work and he always did his work early so he had plenty of breaks. I'm not stating any names or anything but yup....So let's get to the story ~

Hinata's POV

We was having a group chat. Kenma, Me, and Kiro.

' Sooo how was your game today?' I asked him, he plays softball.

' It was great! even though we lost but that doesn't mean we're out! I still got to much energy in e to lose that soon XD' I got a reply.

' Kenma are you there?' I asked since he's been quite.

' Yea, I'm trying to play a game but to many notifications keep interrupting them. -.-' Kenma replied back.

' Okay, Okay we get the hint Goodnight Kenma >.<' Kiro and I said our goodbye. I read the note on top of the group chat that read " Kenma ^.^  Has left the Conversation" I was about to call it a night as well when I got a phone call.

" Hello?" I answered sitting up in my bed to get more comfortable.

" Hey Hinata.....What are you doing." Kiro asked his voice cracked somewhat.

"  Nothing much I'm just laying in bed what bout you?" I asked. He sniffed a little in that phone taking in a deep sigh before answering.

" You know..the usual."

" Kiro are you okay." I was surprised I didn't recognize this earlier but I could tell in his voice that he's been crying again. That's why he likes to text a lot instead of talking on the phone, he always puts on this happy go-lucky attitude but deep down I know he's suffering. When me and Kenma first meet him was during one of our training camp thingies that we normally did at Nekoma. Me and Kenma was walking threw the hallways when we bumped into him. He wasn't looking where he was going because all the bats and balls he had to carry. After that it kind of went forwards from that. We would text and chat and hang out all of the time. One day he canceled on me and Kenma , normally he didn't do that cause seriously all the guy ever did was play softball. We went to his house and his front door was open. Kenma was the first to go in and I followed behind after him, searching threw the house we heard crying and ran to it. Only to see Kiro with a gun pointed to his head and was sobbing. Eventually after calming down we an oath to always be friends and to always stay in touch!

" Kiro...is there something your not telling me?" Instead of forcing it out of him I'm  just gonna see if he's willingly to tell me what's wrong.

" N-No...not at all haha" yup, he never stutters. I'm not getting anywhere with this.

" Kiro...You know if somethings wrong you can always talk to me...and if not theirs always Kenma and a butch of your other friends on your team." I informed him.

" Yea thank you Hinata...That made me feel a little better. It's 10:00pm I'm going to get some rest. Goodnight." Kiro quickly hanged up. I sat my phone down and decided to go to sleep, even though deep down I felt like something was wrong but I pushed it aside and decided to worry about it tomorrow.

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Author POV

Hinata morning was starting off pretty ruff, first his alarm didn't go off in time so he had to rush to get dressed in order to have enough time to eat breakfast. Then while he was running to the usual spot Kageyama and him would meet at he tripped and scrapped his arm, Then during the race between him and Kageyama he lost by a millisecond. 

Yup, everything was going just fine.

" Kageyama toss to me!" Hinata begged like usual for a famous toss from the king himself.

" Alright shut up already dumbass!" Kageyama snorted while getting ready to set up the ball. Hinata ran into action not even giving a warning sign, which wasn't really needed.  Hinata soared in the air freely with one arm up, only to be meet with a ball sending it crashing down on the other side of the net.

" Did  you see that! it was like 'WOSH!' 'POW!' BAMM!'" Hinata exclaimed with pure joy shining in his eyes.

" Yea, yea don't get to excited! it better be like that for our next match you got it!" Kageyama scolded but Hinata was to happy to take any offence to it and just nodded his head in agreement.

ring....

ring....

ring....

" Hinata I think it's your phone...." Sugawara called fro across the court.

" I got it!" Hinata yelled back. Hinata dug threw his bag and once he found his phone he slide his thumb over the phone and held it towards his ears.

" Hello?"

" Is this Hinata Shouyo?" A female voice replied.

" Yes this is me?"

" I think you might want to find a private place so we can talk, if your already alone that is.." The woman replied back. Hinata could hear the women sniff but Hinata ignored it and walked into the locker room.

" Okay I'm listening." Hinata sat by his locker leaning back against it.

" I'm sorry but..." The woman paused as she began to sob into the phone.

" I'm Kiro's mother...I heard you was a close friend of his."

" Yes ma'am" Hinata replied now sitting up on the bench.

" Kiro...he died early this morning....He slit his own throat and.."