The loner is a Guitarist

First day at Highschool

It was raining , i was on the ground , our car was stuck in the tree and my family was still in the car but the branches went breaking and the car fell with my parents and they died i was watching with a schock and i kept crying and crying "Aaaah" i screamed as i waked up with my eyes full of tears . It's almost everyday that i'm having this dream , *sigh* today it's my first day at highschool soo i m pretty excited but still can't get over that dream or actually a memory from the past at all but i'm trying since it's been 12 years that my family died and i started living here with my grandparents . "Sammy come down , put on your new uniform its your first day at highschool" my grandma called me with that lovely voice the classic grandma-voice as i standed up and opened my closet *sigh* "Here goes nothing" i said as i looked up at my new uniform , i left the closet open and got to my bathroon and washed my face , brushed my teeth and i did my hair , i looked in the mirror and i said to myself "Maybe... maybe everything is gonna change" i walked slowly back to my closet and i changed into my uniform and runned downstairs into kitchen where my grandma was making breakfeast and my grandpa with glasses on who was reading the newspaper . "what am i eating today?" i asked my grandma , grandma setted the plate down under my nose and answered "Have some cornflakes since it's your first day at new school", i smiled and begon eating . After my brekfeast i got on my way to school there were other students on their way but i was the only one with that gloomy aura . The school-gate was just a little bit bigger than me and i am 1.85 cm it was really modern looking and mybe half made of glass . The gate came open and every student walked in but i was the only one who didn't i was still infront of the gate and waiting 'till almost every student went inside , then i said "My new beggining! " . I though it would change but ... i sat at the right side at the window all the way back and everybody already has their friends cliques but i am lonely like everytime . I putted my head down on the desk and said " I'm never gonna change " *sigh* i sat there like that for other couple of minutes . Finally after some little time the teacher came in with another girl as he came infront of the class he said "First time i need to introduce you another student of this class , we needed to send her here because of some circumstances she got bullied so we transfered her here ", i was suprised because she seemd to be a nice girl but she got bullied?! I know it's not about the appearance but she seemd really shy and stressfull . "Introduce youself" said the teacher to the shy girl and she came a little bit to the front and she said " Hello , my name is Chomi Lilith , Lilith is my first name , i am 16 years old and i am pleased to meet you" she sounded really shy but everybody understood , the teacher grabbed a chair and setted it down to the desk beside me to my left and said to the girl " Sit here beside him " She slowly walked to the place and the teacher got back to the front of the class she slowly sits down on heir chair and i turn to the window so i wouldnt like watch her she should only get embarassed "erm..." she was really beautiful "ehm... excuse me " i turned around and asked her " what is it " i realized it was kinda rude so i lifted my head up of the desk and asked her the same thing , "I-i i don't have my books yet soo... *started blushing* there is nobody else so can i use yours with you? " i blushed as she said that and looked away "-What is this why am i blushing she just doesnt have her books yet -" ("- thinking-") i turned back around and she putted our desks together and i slidded my book in the middle . We were blushing me and her , it was embarassing after our first class we needed to go and change into gym clothes because we are having some fun partner activities . After i changed clothes i ran outside the sun was shining brightly the grass was really dark green and all of the students were in the middle of the field . I slowly walked there and the teacher said pair up in groups of 3 and one group of 2 , i was just standing there and everybody was already paired up , i though "There is always thaat one student who isnt paired up with anybody" but then i realized that there should be another student without partner but when i was looking around there was nobody i was the only one but there was a chance that the student who was supposed to be my partner is still changing so i went looking for him or her . I went inside , i opened the room to our changing room for guys but it was empty , i knew at the moment its gonna be a girl , the thing is that the partner youre gonna have on the beggining is gonna be always with you and you need to get along if it was that girl i sat with this morning i am gonna kill myself , i was going to the other side of the hallway where the girls changing room was i didnt walk in but i pressed my ear against the door to try to hear somebody changing but then *Bam!!!* the door went open and i fell down on the floor , i saw a blurry figure coming out of the door but theny vision got better it was a girl ... it was that girl , "Are you okay ? " i standed up as she grabbed my hand and said "come with me i m gonna take you to the infirmary room , i was blushing like a tomato again but then she released my hand and we walked beside eachother 'till we got to the infirmary shee got there and spoke to the teacher and she said what happend , then after that i went in and she went out the teacher gave me some bandage on my elbow 'cause it was scratched when i went out of the room i didnt expect this to happen' . The girl was still there waiting for me even when the school already finished actually cause we only had those 2 classes but she was still there she standed up from the bench that was beside the door of the infirmary room she bowed and said " I am really sorry , please forgive me ! " she seemed really serious about it i grinned and said "It's okay it was my fault , i was trying to hear if you were changing so i pressed my ear against the door when i was looking for you " she looked suprised and she started blushing as she said "Y-y-you w-were l-looking for m-me?" me : " Yeah 'cause youre my partner from now on , i-i mean not a real partner just like a partner the school partner ... yeah " we started blushing and we said " See you later" at the same time and then walked home but something unexpected happens at home .