Exo short stories

Why can't you love me?

*Kai's pov*
I've been trying so hard to get Kyungsoo-hyung to like me back. I haven't done anything wrong.... I think. Man, why is he so stubborn. Can't he see that I like hi- wait.. no..scratch that. I LOVE him. But he just ignores me.

Whenever I look at him, my heart beats so fast. My face always gets warm when I stare at him. Ugggghhh. Why can't he see that I'm so in love with him. He probably doesn't even care but I do.

How many more times do I have to confess to him?

Ok. I made up my mind. If he rejects me one more time. I'll stop chasing him. Unless he has a good reason to reject me.

There he is. I'll confess to him right here then. Here goes nothing.

(Before Kai confesses to him)
*KYUNGSOO'S POV*
That stupid Kai. He doesn't know what he's doing to me. Gahh. Why did I have to fall in love with that idiot? Oh yeah. Because he makes my heart beat fast while my stomach is doing flips.

I don't accept his confessions because I don't want to hurt him at all. I don't want him to be with me because I'm sick. No one knows except for my family and my best friends, Baekhyun and Luhan. I don't know how long I'll live but I know it's not that long. I won't live long enough.

I love Kai. I really do but I don't want to be with him knowing I'll just leave him again.
*sigh*
Kai, please stop confessing to me. I can't handle seeing you like this. I don't like seeing you sad but I'm doing this for you and for me. Kai I don't want to hurt you but you leave me no choice. Please stop.

*Kai's pov*
"Hey Kyungie!!! Can I talk to you?" I walked up to him.
"What do you want Kai?" Kyungsoo was irritated but I don't care.
"Kyunsoo, I really li-.. no. I really LOVE you. Will you like to go on a date with me?" I stared at him, hopefully he'll say yes this time.
"No. I don't like you Kai. So, STOP TRYING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU IN A MILLION YEARS YOU IDIOT!!!!" He yelled at me.
"Oh. Okay. Bye Kyunsoo. I'll stop bothering you from now on." I just walked away with my head down, not wanting to look at him anymore.

He just yelled at me. I guess I'll stop trying to be yours then Kyungsoo so I guess this is goodbye.

Why did I think I had a chance with him? *sigh* Man, I'm crying now. I guess this is how people feel when the one you love, breaks your heart. I guess I'll stop chasing you Kyungie  but that will never stop me from loving you.

*Kyunsoo's pov*
I couldn't stop crying in my bed. I feel like I lost a half of myself. I can't believe I did that. Just seeing his face broke my heart when I yelled at him.

If only I could have been healthy but no. I ws careless and now I'm paying the consequences of it. I wish I could be with him but that's just not going to happen.

I'm going to write a letter to him once I leave this world.

After writing that letter made me tired. I'm happy I was able to made this letter. Man, I'm tired. I just want to sleep now.

*Third person's pov*

As Kyungsoo was about to sleep. He softly said,"I love you so much Kim Jongin or should I say Kai. Oh well. I love you forever and ever. Even when I'm not here." Once he fell asleep, he was smiling but sadly he died. At least he died peacefully. But what was truly sad was, his mom was there. She watched her own son write a letter to the guy he loves so much. She heard what he said. And lastly, she saw her baby boy die peacefully with the one he loves in mind. All she could do was cry but she knew, she needed to give this Kai boy the letter and tell him what her son said before he died.

Next day

Kyungsoo's mother told the school office and asked if she could get his belongings. Of course the office let her because Kyungsoo was an amazing kid.

While she was getting his belongings out of his locker, Kai went up to her asked what she was doing.

The mother had knew this was Kai, after all her son showed her countless picture of the handsome boy. Sadly, she broke the news to Kai and gave him the letter Kyungsoo wrote for him before he died.

It became more saddening when the whole school stopped everything after hearing Kai crying. All Kai could do was cry his heart out. The one he truly loved, died. He felt stupid for not knowing. He felt horrible not being able to hold him or call him his. He felt like he lost his better half of him.

He read the letter and a new wave of tears just burst out of him and his uncontrollable sobs couldn't come to a stop.

Everyone watching could hear the pain Kai was in but they all knew comforting him wouldn't help. It hurt to see such a happy person especially Kai, on the floor crying as if his world just broke and it was true. His heart broke just like his world. Luhan and Baekhyun were crying but it hurt even more seeing Kai.

No one could ever mend his broken heart. Everyone knew that. They even knew that if Kai had a second chance at love, he wouldn't care because it was obvious he loved him so much.

Dear My Kai,
Hi Kai, I wrote this letter for you. I reject you because I'm sick. A kind of sick that could never be cured. I didn't want to hurt you so that's why I rejected you. But in reality, God knows how much I love you. I love you so much. You are my better half. Just seeing you makes my day. If only I wasn't sick. I would definitely be with you. You are my world and you stole my heart.
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You don't know how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away.
You are my sunshine to my rain
You are the frosting to my cupcake
You are my key to my lock
You are my heart to my body
You are the one for me but sadly I could never be yours.
I LOVE YOU KAI!
When I'm gone please don't do anything stupid. Remember I'm watching over you and I'll make sure you'll fall in love again because all I want for you is to be happy without me. Of course you'll be mourning for me but once it's done please look for someone that deserves your love.
I love you.
But this is goodbye.
I love you Kai.
I love you Kim Jongin.
Love,
Do Kyungsoo