why dont you love me

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Today was like any other school day but I just didn't feel the same. I had my daily classes but during English which is 6th period. we didn't have a teacher so I was around my friends. ( friends name are Eric, Ashley,Ryder, and Faith. They were all talking about there relationships and how they are happy. when they talked about that it triggered something in me that I just started to feel sad and cry.

To know that they are in live and happy it's wonderful. But to know that you love someone and they don't love you that's painful. As I cried I covered my face until Faith noticed something was wrong with me.

Faith- what's wrong

you- nothing

Faith- don't lie to me I can see you crying

Eric - exactly we can all see you crying

Ashley  I think she's crying because of of our topic were talking about

Ryder- what does that have to do with anything

Faith- haven't you noticed she's loves someone who doesn't love  her

Ashley- not helping her feel any better

Faith- oh sorry

Eric- and who is this person that she loves

you- ( I looked at Faith asking her please not to mention his name)

Faith- let's just say we do not mention his name

you- I'll be back

I went to the bathroom and just cried my eyes out . Do you know how painful this feels. It's like somebody put a knife in your heart and the more you try to pull it out the more it hurts. And I'm here keeping my feelings to myself and I'm hurting my self by doing that . I would love to have someone to tell everything and they would understand but there nobody like that. Yeah I have my friends but I feel like they would judge me so I just keep it to myself. I just feel like I'm dying on inside while I'm smiling on out side. I don't like this feeling at all but I'm going to just keeping smiling and hiding it.

I get myself together and leave the bathroom. As I walk down the hall way I see him.  His caramel skin tone, those gorgeous eyes. The way he walks and his voice is like music to my ears. He every thing I want but don't have. I just smiled , at least I got to see him today so that made me happy.

I went back to class an  told my friends that I'm fine I was just sad. To my surprise that didn't question me about the while thing. I just sighed and wished that he was mine. I kinda laughed at the thought but a girl can dream right.

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Hey guys sorry that it's short. But I'm going to have a part2 to the story. I just based on something tat cane to my head. don't worry part 2 is coming soon and who do you think that guy is?

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