Waking up in a hospital bed with my mom next to me, she asks if I'm okay I force a smile along with saying "fine."
The doctor walls in and asks what happened. "I'm not sure she was in class and just fainted" my mom says. "Shit, I thought I was dead" I think to myself. The doctor starts to ask me questions. "How are you feeling?" "What actually happened?" "Why didn't you go to the nurse?" "Were you dizzy?" Out know normal questions when you thought you were dead.
"I don't remember, I think the teacher told me I couldn't go to the nurse" my mom was pissed at the teacher at that point. She starts screaming "WELL WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?" I finally remembered that I took those pills before class. I keep it to myself at first even though everyone was screaming at me. (Watching PewDiePie and AlbersStuff check them out on YouTube) I just ignored everyone and wished that I would just die already. -jerking my phone out my my hands- "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU IGNORING ME TELL ME EVERY FUCKING THING THAT YOU KNOW BITCH, I WOULD GIVE YOU UP ANYTIME I HOPE YOU KNOW." My mom said as she leaves the room. The doctor said that he will take her somewhere calm while giving me my phone back. As the doctor leaves the room I think to to myself, WELL IM FUCKING FUCKED NOW.
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If I Go
Teen FictionSuicide, the only thing that will take me out of my misery, will anyone miss me when I go??? I'm told I'm lazy, I am ugly, I'm so dramatic, and definitely a dumbass. Well no one will miss me when im gone...