-Re-Cap-
I leave Gabbies apartment, determined to sort things out. He's hurt me really bad. I'd never imagine him doing such a thing like this..
I pull up in my garage way and get out shutting the door behind me.
Walking through the front door, putting my keys in the dish. Something feels weird, really weird. I quietly walk throughout the house checking to see where he is. I finally go upstairs, hearing faint snores coming from the bedroom, I assume he's in there.
I regret everything from coming back to the house to opening the bedroom door.
There he is with the same girl from last night, all cuddled up in my bed!
I turn around to catch my breathe before I hear a faint noise.
"(Y/N)?".....
---------------------
I don't dare to turn back to face him. What the actual fuck!?
1 whole year we've been together! Was it nothing to him?
"Y/N?" He speaks again. I don't know what to do with myself so I just run downstairs into the kitchen. Like hell Im staying here. Just when I was about to move I feel arms snake around my waist. "I'm sorry." He whispers into my ear leaving shivers down my spine. I rip his arms off of me. "Don't you dare touch me! After all we've been through Alex, why? Why would you do this?" I glare at him. "Can we please sit in the living room and talk this out. It's time I tell you." He leads, faintly grabbing my arm letting me follow him.
I sit far from him. Not even looking at him, totally immersed at the tv remote on the coffee table. "It all started a couple months back, when I hit the biggest bump in my vine career. When my channel started getting a crap ton of hate and dislikes. I got drunk one night and met this girl, she just made me feel better about everything, made me feel safe, made me to worry about anything. I ended up getting smashed and going back to her house. I'll let you imagine what happened next." He paused before continuing, almost like he was scared to say the rest.
"I've actually been meeting up with her ever since I met her, since that night she changed me. I'm really sorry (Y/N)." He finished.
I was shocked, speechless, mind blown. "That explains why you've been so off with me, the late nights, unknown numbers. It makes sense. Wow I'm so stupid! To think it was me that was making you feel so down, I actually called your mother to see if I could
help. Wow, I can't even right now.." I lean forward putting my hands in my face.
"So all this time you've been cheating behind my back for about hmm 8 months?" I lift my head up to look at him. "Yeah...(Y/N) I'm so sorry. Maybe we can put this behind us." He gets up to hug me, but I swiftly get up and dodge him. "Put this behind us? Are you insane? I quite frankly never want to see you ever again. How can you say all this when that bitch is still in my bed! You're pathetic honestly." I spit at him with pure disgust, before sprinting upstairs into the stair bedroom. I grab a big suitcase from under the bed and begin frustratingly shoving all of my clothes and shoes into the case. I take one last look of the room before I leave the house for good.
'Apologies don't mean anything if you keep doing what you're sorry for.'
Fin
