Try And Try Again

Chapter 12

I walked into a room to find Niall crying it was two fucking weeks since bitch whore face entered Niall's fucking life. She dumped him didn't she she fucking hurt him. Anger boiled inside of me yet the anger wasn't for Niall who had called me a series of names including worthless fat ugly whore etc. The anger was for Taylor. I ran over hugging him. "OMG Niall are you okay." I say. He sobs into my shoulder. "im so so sorry Kat I had no idea that she was such a bitch and and I called you all those names I called you ugly your not ugly your beautiful I don't know what I was saying Taylor had me wrapped around her scronny little finger." He says into my shoulder. I rubbed the back of his head soothingly whispering things like. "shh it's okay." and "It's alright I forgive you." into his ear reassuringly.

"So what happened?" I ask pulling out of the hug. He sniffles and than answered. "I walked in on JC and Taylor they said they it was going on for a while before me and her were even dating." He cries softly I hug him tightly again. "Two people can fix this mess Niall." I tell him. "WHAT WHO?" He asked excited."Ben and Jerry." I replied grinning

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After about two hours of Ben and Jerry's we had went out drinking we'll if you count Niall buying beer and wine and him and an underage drinking it than yeah. We were sitting in his bedroom he was piss drunk and I was still pretty sober because I hate beer and wines don't appeal to me. "You You know you re very very pretty." He said pointing at me with his drunken hand.

"Okay Niall I think its time we get you to bed your shit faced." I tell him putting one arm around his stomach area and another under the knees piking him up bridal style. I than try to figure out how to pull back the sheets without dropping Niall, I consider dropping him for a while but then decide on calling someone.I can't call Louis him and C are probably sleeping together and the only other friend I have in this group is Harry. Harry yes.

"HARRYY" I scream at the top of my lungs and he walks in a few moments later going commando I scream and drop Niall both of us falling to the floor and i just curl up in a ball murmuring random thing. Nude Harry will definitely be the new center of my nightmares.  

Liam comes in holding a baseball bat over his shoulder. "I heard screaming what hap- Oh Harry commando again?" I didn't feel like moving and wanted someone to carry me to bed so i pretended to be unconscious.  "Harry you are an idiot.' I heard Laim say.

I think Niall sobered after seeing his nude friend walk in because I could hear him talking. "Damn it Harry." Niall said. "Okay who wants to wake her up?" I heard Niall ask. I also heard two pairs of footsteps running away. Okay sure I don't like being woke up and sure Harry and Liam might have been accidentally swung at a few times in my sleep but really?

"Well I guess I am." He said but I didn't feel like I was being picked up and felt like someone was staring at me. I was then being picked up and was being carried to me room where He started softly singing to me making me actually kinda drift.

So your friend's been telling me

You've been sleeping with my sweater

And that you can't stop missing me

Bet my friend's been telling you

I'm not doing much better

'Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

Forget all we said that night

No, it doesn't even matter

'Cause we both got split in two

If you could spare an hour or so,

We'll go for lunch down by the river

We can really talk it through

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

'Cause I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

Half a heart without you,

I'm half a heart without you

Though I try to get you out of my head

The truth is I got lost without you

And since then I've been waking up to

Only half a blue sky (only half a blue sky)

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best (half a man at best)

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

He than climbed into bed with me wrapping a muscular arm around waist pulling me closer to him. When he hugged me he put his face in my neck making it by far one of the best hugs ever and that's coming from a girl who hate hugs. I snuggled my head into his bare chest wrapping my arms around his neck as i drifted off which is very rare for m normally I can't fall asleep until at least 1 in the morning which resulted in me cranky most off the time. I drifted off into a nice dream one where my conscience Athena wasn't harassing me one where memories weren't popping up Athena still showed up but was completely nice to me. Athena still looked like my opposite Blonde skinny and very pretty like I said opposite of me.