Prologue || Disappear
| Eden |
It's all pretty fucked up, isn't it? How you have an amazing night with the person you love most and when you wake up ...
He's gone.
Just like, some random stranger on the street, who I just met, we spend the whole day together, we laugh, we hug, we kiss, we lust, and we love with everything in ourselves. And when he drops me off home, he says, "Eden, I love you so much, okay? Don't you ever forget it. My three years of being with you are the best three years of my life and I wouldn't change a single thing." I tell him I love him, then I bring him in and shut the door.
We watched romantic movies; what's weird is that he was the one who was crying. He sobbed into my shoulder and continuously said he was sorry. I was confused. But I didn't say anything, I just remained silent and rubbed his back.
After three movies, it was already 5:00 in the morning. So we fell asleep. His arms were wrapped tightly around my waist. I could feel that he wasn't sleeping. He was thinking. I smelt the smoke from the gears coming out of his brain. He was thinking real hard, like he was conceited, or something.
I finally fell asleep, and when I woke up. The love of my life, the man of my dreams, the man I want to grow old with, the man that was supposed to be the father of my children, disappeared.
I looked everywhere in our house, hell, I even checked the basement that was rumored to have had been slept in by Bloody Mary.
I called his cell, and his mum for Pete's sake. ( I really hated his mum. ) And they all answered, "Wasn't he with you?"
HE WAS WITH ME, THANK YOU VERY MUCH, BUT OBVIOUSLY HE ISN'T HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I'M CALLING YOU, LOOKING FOR HIM.
I hung up. Then I took a nap. All these 'What Ifs' came bombarding into my mind. What if he went out for a jog? What if he's just hanging out with his band mates? What if what if what if what if what if what if WHAT IF.
But that nap didn't work, though. 'Cause it's been three days, and Niall has taken a really long jog.
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