Meghan

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A normal start to everyone's day usually consist of waking up peacefully , taking a nice shower , eating a healthy breakfast , and having a happily ever after . That's all a made up fantasy . I learned that . I usually watch the new while I pour the extra sugar in my Frosted Flakes , to get a kick in my day . I bath last just to have an excuse to be late . School is the last place I'd like to be . This entire earth is . Mom usually makes eggs while I contribute with my smile of acceptance to her decent cooking skills . As for the rest of my family , you could say they're out in the world making a living , but me and my single mom see as them abandoning us with nothing . Luckily my mom works three jobs that take up the day and night and I only get to see her for a couple of seconds a day . It's unfair .

I make my lunch and prepaid to take the bus to school . My outfits are pretty bland . I call my style
"A barrel of nothing " . I put a whit long sleeve shirt under my black Viper and the Clash shirt , I love that band . I finish of with a torn up flannel button up shirt that's XXXL  and a size 47 jean pants . I look at myself in the mirror to check if I look good or at least decent . I never do so there was no point . I started to tear up a bit then quickly wiped away the thoughts of how ugly I was when I heard the bus coming . I rushed down stairs and kissed my mom on the check good bye .

The bus was a whole new issue . It was the start to my own hell .
" HEY FAT MEG ! LIKE SUCKING TWINKIE'S DICK ?" yelled a jock from the middle of the bus . I didn't dare look in his face or in anyone's for that matter . I didn't want to make things worse for myself . So much I wish I could do like punching them and making them flunk out in life, but why risk my own  reputation for my own personal gain when I only become more of a villain . They'll be flocked idiots asking " are you all right ?" or " what monster did this? " Pathetic . Those dum bastards deserve the worst but I'm not going to give to them because ... I ... I just don't know why .

" HEY FOOD WHORE .TAKE A SEAT ! " someone yells as they throw a Twinkie and a honey bun at my head .

"FOOD WHORE !FOOD WHORE! FOOD WHORE! FOOD WHORE !" They all start chanting as various fast food items come my way . I run for the back seat and trip on foot .

" You'll never amount to anything except 10000000 pounds you dumb . Fat . Bitch . Now move ! " says a blond slut with green eyes staring me down as I sit vulnerable on the ground of a school bus , crying , dying matter of fact . I crawl up to my feet and scramble my thoughts as I walk to the back of the bus . The shouting does down but the tears , the thoughts , the harm they did to my soul , that stays deep within me .

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