She wants everyone around her to be happy. But her? She is breaking, her mind is a mess. She always seems to be ignored, never really paid attention to. Her boy best friend, ignores her on a daily basis and doesn't even reply with a simple "hi, how are you?" He never seems to bother with her, but he has no problem talking to other people. She continues to tell herself "you had an important role in my life, you can never relate to my pain". A simple smile conceals everything. She cries. She cries constantly because she wants the pain to go away but it never does. She's so beautiful, yet so sad.
She would tell me "faking a smile is so much easier than explaining why you're sad". But is it? Knowing all of your hurt is in your head building up until you break down. The deadly "I'm just tired" phrase has crept into her vocabulary but everyone just shrugs it off like it's nothing. T? Torn apart. I? Insecure. R? Really faking the smile. E? Extremely sad. D? Drowning in tears. The depression in her eyes, you can't see it because of the fake smile that lays on her lips until she is alone.
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Random"I'm used to it" "I've been in a wanting to jump out of a window mood recently"
