~~BEYOND REACHING YOU~~
Whenever I gave him an inch
He’d steal a mile
Never did I ever flinch
Instead plastered a welcoming smile
Though I know we’re not everlasting
Still, I gave it a try
We’re a trainwreck waiting to happen
My lips yet to say goodbye
Did I just opened the gates o f hell?
Maybe I haven’t known you that really well
No idea what I’m about to dwell
Should I bid my happiness farewell?
Leaving you behind
Was the last thing on my mind
Unresolved situation keeps on piling up
Could it be the time for me to finally give up?
Self destruction reigns
Alcohol became my solution
Numbing the pain
Drowning myself to oblivion
Why wasn’t my fairy tale working out?
Tons of mishaps needed to sprout
Wishing for a happily ever after
False hope… not even half way there
Blinded, I jumped in head first
Gambled and took a leap on my faith
Not minding a bit of what’s worst
Can I still come out a clean slate?
