the one he never saw bxb

chapter 2 lonely loner

Previously: I whimpered pathetically as they kicked me simutainiously, and laughed. I curled up in a feeble attempt to protect myself, I could taste the copper flavor of blood in my mouth.

  I laid there in a puddle of despair,  unable to move because of the pain coursing through my body.

' Why me of all people? What did I do to deserve this, I'm generally nice to people...i guess they just don't like me for some reason '

I whimpered as I struggled to stand up, I felt like I was going to barf  up my lunch, when I finally was on my feet, I realised I was alone. The school was empty and no one was around except for Mabye Mabry a few janitors, but they would just do their job.

  As I struggled down the hallway, I realised that my parents would be mad because  "  I was out doing something i wasn't suppose to be doing" as they would put it.

They always come up with the most outrageous scenarios where I would be doing some awefull thing, like doing drugs, gang bangin', having sex and so forth.

Usually I would just sit through it and  pretend like I'm listening but I'm actually lost in thought.

  Finally, I reach my house and open the door, low and behold, my parents are standing right there waiting for me. My mom ( who's name is Isabel)  seemed to gasp, but it was probably just my imagination. " Why were you out so late." My dad said looking me up and down

" I got attacked by my bullies.." I mumbled lookin g to the side and saw Ashton smirking my way.

" ashton told us that you got into a fight, with that Jackson kid. When are you going fix up your life Eric? Be like a normal boy.." My mom asked laying a hand on my shoulder, which caused pain to shoot down my arm.

  I tended up and gently moved her hand, she looked hurt " sorry, it's just it hurt really bad..." I mumbled to her and looked at my dad, a new determination growing in me.

  " if you lived us, you would be out silly little boy again." Father said

" if you lived me you would try harder.. you would just stop caring halfway through my life, and basically kick me out of the family! You made me this Way! Afraid that every ones out to get me and the only way I'm safe is to be alone.."

I took a step forward to him,  he looked shocked. " you don't love me..you barley even know me!" I pushed past him and walked up the stairs silently, the whole house was quiet...

' was I to harsh?' I bit my lip as I entered my room, which was dark because it was now 7:40 pm.

I decided to take a shower, and let the water relax my sore muscles. I turned in the water and quickly closed the curtain so water doesn't get anywhere. And looked in the mirror.

I had dried blood on my face, my lip was busted and had a black eye. And who knows what kind of damage was done to the rest of my body, and I didn't want to know.

I peeled off my clothes and stepped into the shower, the warm water hit my back, instantly relaxing me.

I took my time ( mostly because I was in pain) and made sure that any firy or blood was gone.
 

  I got out and made my way to my Room, I closed my door and locked it, then went to my closet and grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a white          t-shirt

A gentle nock alerted me that someone wanted to come in, that confused me. I approached the door and opened it to see my mom.

" mom? W..what are you doing here?" I question, no one ever came to see me at my room. " I want to talk...in privet"

She looked kind of nervous, " sure..come in." I open the door and stepped aside to let her in. She followed in suit and I closed the door.

She looked around in awe, did I mention that after they stopped paying attention to me, I decided that I could do whatever I wanted. So I redecorated my room, I painted black and white with picture frames of my art work and a few other things. It was astonishly clean and smelled like gingerbread.

" wow, you defiantly know how to clean. I could you someone to help clean up after the boys." I nodded and pulled up a chair. " so what did you need to talk to me about?" I asked  morning for her to sit down.

  She sat down and looked me in the eyes, and bit get lip. "I just wanted to speak to you about...school.." She looked at her hands

" what about it?" I leaned forward, now interested in her question " I got a call from you teacher, mrs.dublin,  and she said that you aren't paying attention in class" she said, I sighed and moved my hair from my face, letting my mom see my blue eyes completely " I will do better." I said finally, looking at her.

She nodded and got up "... ok..thats all I wanted.." She then left the room, leaving me all alone once again.

I frowned and pushed my chair back into its place, the reason that I wasn't paying attention was because of leo.he and one of his buddies kept distracting me and embarrassing me.

I wonder why he doesn't like me, it will always be a question that I will rprobobly never get the Answer to...