BFFs

VIII

Best Friends Forever: Chapter 8

I went home and found Percia and Debbie staring at me in very ghostly manner, i almost had a half heart attack.

"What?" i asked

"What? Where the Hell have you been? I and Peter almost searched everywhere, we thought you were kidnapped or something. 2 hours we were searching you, where were you?" Debbie asked

"Yeah, and you are coming now? Look at the watch and tell me the time "Percia said

I did as she said and realised I've been out for more than 3 hours, oh hell! I told them everything about Matt and our encounter and... They were laughing like maniacs.

"You say you were talking to an unknown guy for hours, and also that you heard him masturbating... come on Ed come up with something better" Percia said

"Hey! I am not lying, it's the truth girl. If you don't believe then don't! Where is my lappy?"

I found my lappy, i searched through his folder. I didn't call anyone; i said that i need some private space. One because Percia is on the verge of forgetting him and i don't want to reminisce any memories of them together and Two because damn Debbie is behaving like a love struck puppy, something might have happened with her and Ted (I call Peter Ted 'cuz he's so cute) so i am sitting with a comforter on me and scrolling the screen. I have found many folders and can't even think about what shit might be in there but i actually found something very unusual and that was a folder named LOVE. I opened it and boy what i saw was... It had Percia's adorable pictures in which she is sleeping, some of her and him, some where she is holding a Keychain of Minions, and all of it had Percia in it. There was a video, i searched for my Hand free and plugged it.

Pers babe i know i have acted more of a devil with you since we have moved here, to such an angel like you. I keep on doing these things because... (Crying) i love you and i want you to leave me, i keep ab...abusing you but you still stay, babe i wish i could save you from myself...

I have gone deep in this drugs business; i can't stop myself from consuming them, i am bisexual i do like guys more than girls but Percia im in love with you and the thing between us could never work out even if..

I needed so much money to buy more that... that day i put a bet on you.

I know baby you... (Shouts) aaaaa you should hate me, how could i?

I shouldn't have put a bet on you, i am the devil. I want you to leave me

But i can't tell you to leave me because i love you and i am selfish, all

I want is to be with you... whenever i am intoxicated i... i am not the Rikki you loved but... someone else. Baby please leave me, i love you. When i am sober i come to your room and look at your peaceful face, i forget every pain, every worry and next morning i don't want you to leave me.

This video, if you ever got my lappy or if I'm dead and someone finds it

Please don't tell her, don't show her this, i want her to forget me.

She has given everything to me but what have i done. I didn't love her when we were in District 11 but when we moved in, she was all i thought about (laughs) when i used to come drunk i used to throw the bottle anywhere and it would shatter into pieces and i would sleep there only but... But when i wake up i would... no (crying) find everything back to place, a comforter on me and

She...sleeping with me on the cold floor... tell me how could i not love her?

I wanted to give her all the happiness, i... found many jobs but due to my drinking no one hired me. Then i started weeds, betting... what not and

I died the day i bet on her. I tried to kill myself... you see this

(Showing both his arms) i tried to kill myself but then i thought if i didn't go back they would come daily, kill my baby. I bet on myself and let her free... but she doesn't leave me. I'm a monster and she... she... guys come over and ... i don't like this life. This...

Please, Percia i love you, if i ever became free of this trade, i will come as pure baby and will give you all the happiness but not by being with you because i won't be able to give you what you want, i like guys and i ...love you i know its confusing but i do but you should go, away and stay happy

I had tears in my eyes; i never thought Rikki could do this. He loved Percia, i cannot imagine how hard it would be for him, I don't want to feel any pity for him because he hurt her, whatever the reason he did hurt her and she is in pieces because of him i can't forgive him but i don't want to go in this matter anymore, he's broken too and when he knows she left he'll be happy for her but he will be lonely without anyone with him. Don't know why all the empathy towards him, i don't wanna tell this to Debbie, she will tell this to Percia.

I know Rikki deserves a chance but i don't think with Percia because she has started to feel for Seth i don't want to make her confuse. I will help Rikki but i need to ask for somebody in order to help him in any way.

My room's door opened "hey Ed, here is a parcel for you" Debbie said smiling like crazy, i was damn sure something has happened with her. I saw my order for "Beautiful Secret" was successful, i took the parcel and unpacked it and saw the blue cover, and it was attractive damn.

"So, Deb what happened after i left" i asked her

Her reaction was one of the deer caught in headlights, it was so funny.

"After you went....