Forced Love

Chapter 20

I woke up and he wasn't there anymore. He must've left late last night after the incident. I felt my neck there was dry blood everywhere. I sighed and snuggled into the blanket deeper. It was freezing still. I heard the door unlock and Josh's boots on the floor once again. He walked over sitting next to me. I moved so that I faced him. He frowned and touched the bite on my neck. I flinched in pain then calmed down.

He sighed. "I'm sorry." He said before getting up and walking out of the room. I watched confused and a sharp pain went through my body. I covered my mouth before I could scream. I winced and tears streamed down my face. I heard a sigh outside the door and knew it was Josh. He was listening to me silently.

The pain just got worse by the hour. Finally it calmed to a stop for a while. I sighed heavily and closed my eyes. I tried to calm down after the pain went away. But I couldn't something was wrong with me. I had been hurting ever since last night. I didn't know what he had done, but I wanted desperately to figure it out.

The pain came and went. I had to contain my screams whenever it came back. Though when it went away I relaxed and closed my eyes. It would come every other hour then leave the next. What was wrong with me? I couldn't do this anymore. It was so painful. I didn't know what he did to me. Why did he do this?

Was he losing himself again or did he do it out of free will? Nothing made sense anymore. The pain finally went away for a while and I sighed and warmth went through me again. I heard Josh outside the door. Though he wasn't coming in. Was he ashamed or worried? I tried to listen to his thoughts, but he had disconnected the tie between us. I heard him walk away calmly. I sighed with sadness. Tears were still streaming my face, until I couldn't produce anymore. The tears that had been on my face soon dried.