The ride to the end. GirlxGirlxGirl

Chapter 13

-Short chapter to restarted my writing. Hope you don't mind! If you do then get off these chapter- 

After three long days of sleeping, I finally got up. I was depress from all the events that happen. I kept wanting to run from my fear but I always end up running face first in to them. 

I heard a light knock on the door.  I look at the door for a very long time before speaking, "Yes?" The door nob turn and Life enter. She looked very death inside.

She wasn't smiling and her eyes was red and puff. "Alex, you woke up..." Life couldn't think of anything else to her. Her thoughts was all lose in her cloudy mind. "Life come here." Life look at me but listen and come over to me.

I wrap my arm around Life tightly and softly kiss her neck. "Why can't we have a baby?" Life was took by shock because she started to pull away. "Can we not talk about that," The question come out more in a statement then a question. 

"I run away because I wanted a baby and I felt like I was bring you pain. I got rape because I run. At least tell me why." Life turn in my arms and sigh. "Three years ago, Sky and I was try to have a kid. I know that sound dumb because we was kids still but Sky was begging me to have one with her..." 

Life look up at me then at the door. "Because we was both girl, we had to find someone to get one of us... you know." I know Life really didn't wanted to talk about these but I need to know. I nodded. "When we find someone...it ended to be a trick. My mom learned that we was trying to have a baby that she created a man to find us and help us." 

Life started to cry. I held her closer and whisper sweet things to calm her down. She turn a little and said "Sky was the one who was going to have the baby but once it come time for it to come... My mother made Sky have a miscarriage. I don't why she did that but she broke us. She broke us for years and years." 

I sat Life up and kissed her forehead.  "I'm sorry, No one should go thought that ever." I pulled Life close and kissed her neck softly. "Please let me take the pain away.." Life look away and whisper softly, "Sky out for the week. Family problem.." I cupped Life face and kissed her. 

"She won't have to know about these." I lead Life down and got on top of her. "Your in good hand today." I kissed her roughly as I lead my hand down her body. Life didn't stop me. 

-----------After sex------------

Life turn away from Alex. "I'm sorry...." I wrap my arm around Life tightly. "For what? That your scared to have a kid? That we just had sex? or...?" Life sigh. "For everything. For bring you, I cross you in to my world when you was happy where.." I leaned over and kissed her. "I was not happy. When you took me here, when you loved me...I become happy. My family was broken, My fathers was cheating on each other, my brother and sister was taking away, worse of all.."

Then the world stop. I look away but everything was gone. "Hello!" I turn around and around but nothing come back. "Life! Life!" No one come, no one heard me. "STOP SHOUTING!" I shut up face but turn to where the voice was coming but no one was there. 

"You can't see me but I can see you. I can see your past, like when your father was touching you and your sister badly. I can see the present, You are loved by two beautiful girl but your in love with one much more than the other. I can see your future, You will marry both but your heart with all way be more in love with one. But I do not just see these three things, I can see your fear, your hopelessness and much more."  

I keep turning until I was drizzly and sick. "Who are you? What do you want from me?" No one answer. I close my eyes and everything come back to me. "Alex, watch up!" I open my eyes to be face of Life face so close to me. I can smell what she had to eat today. 

I sat up and look around the room. Everything was there but something was taken from me but I don't know what that was. I don't know who that was. I don't know why I can never get a break from the world. 

I turn over and said softly "Can I be alone for a bit, Life?" Life much of nodded because I didn't hear her say another but she got out of bed and went in to a different room. "I love you..." I whisper before closing my eyes.