I sat there in a state of shock, 'hes....dead?' I said. 'yes, he got in a car accident this morning' I was close with my dad before my mom and him got divorced, after they separated he remarried and I didn't see him as much as I wanted to. 'oh my god' I said everything started to sink in my dad was gone, forever. I started to feel more and more constricted, the room closed in on me, Gwen ran in the room, 'whats going on?' I got up off the glass covered floor and walked to the door, emotionless, everyone was staring at me. 'excuse me' I whispered, I slipped through the group of people and carefully walked downstairs. Belle and Gwen went inside my mothers room to comfort her as she cried violently, 'are you going to be OK?' Louis said as I opened the door,it took me a moment to respond, 'NO!' I screamed. I slammed the door behind me and started crying. I sat down on the front porch and cried loudly, not caring what anyone thought, the door opened and I quickly got up off the chair and walked off the porch. 'Charlie!' Louis called, I ignored him and started to run and cry. 'CHARLIE!' he yelled louder, 'just leave me alone!' he ran up behind me and trapped me in his arms. I held on to him tightly as my stuggle to break free grew less and less intence, 'its OK, your OK' I cried heavily and he stroked my hair. 'lets go back to the house' he said, without saying any words Louis guided me back to the house. He opened the door and the sound of my mother crying mad me sick. I felt my head throb and my heart beat rapidly, my eyes rolled into the vack of my head and fell backward into Louis' arms. 'Charlie? Charlie! Guys help! HELP! ' before i blacked out I saw my mother run downstairs, and people stand over me, there faces blurred together.
I woke up in the familiar hospital and saw my mom and Gwen’s mom curled up together on a chair asleep and Belle and Gwen asleep on the open bed next to me, my door was open and I saw the 5 boys outside talking amongst them selves. 'mom?' I said her eyes opened quickly, 'Charlie! Thank god your OK!' she hugged my limp body 'was it a dream?' I said, 'im afraid not my sweet' a tear rolled down my face. 'well be OK, I promise' 'OK' I held back the rest of my tears and took a deep breath. 'Gwen, Belle honey wake up' Gwen’s mom said, they opened there eyes slowly and stood up. 'hey babe, you OK?' Belle said softly, 'yeah' 'im sorry about your dad, I know you really loved him' 'ill be OK...can we close the door' 'yeah sure' belle shut the door and Gwen gave me a hug. Before she shut the door compleatly Louis and I made eye contact, his eyes were puffy and he looked tired. I turned my head and looked down.
About 10 minutes later a doctor came in and talked to us, 'well Charlotte you'll be fine, but im going to put you on some anti-depression pills to help you, OK?' I nodded and Belle grabbed my hand. 'I know that in your situation, this is going to be hard to hear and do but I think you need to take a break from the media for a while?' 'but that’s what iv been doing? that’s why I came here in the first place' 'I know and I just think that that’s whats best for you right now' 'no I cant , I respect what your saying but I cant' 'I understand, Mrs. St. Claire we'll talk later...would you like me to bring in the young men from outside, they've been out there since yesterday, and there starting to scare the nurses?' i smiled 'yeah they can come in' I said. The doctor exited the room and about 30 seconds later Louis came into the room along with the other four and started to cry. I sat up and hugged him, 'are you OK?' 'yeah im fine thank you' his voice was shaky 'I love you' 'I love you too'. 'Char, im going to go talk to the Doctor' 'and im going pee!' Belle said, Gwen liam and Niall. Harry came over to me, 'hey love' 'hey Harry' 'how ya doing?' 'pretty good, you?' we both laughed, he was good at lightning the moment. 'im doing well, this one cried all night' he patted Louis on the back, 'aw' 'shut up Harry' he said, 'im going to go get some food, ill be right back' harry said, Zayn followed. 'guess its just you and I' I said, 'I have to ask you something' 'ask away' 'OK, do you think it would be crazy if I moved to America?' 'what!?' 'I don’t want to leave you, I cant bare the thought of being away from you. I just wanna be here...with you' 'yes its crazy' 'why?' 'you have a career over in Europe you cant just drop everything' 'but I love you' 'I love you too but you cant do that to the other boys, its not fair.' 'fine, but im allowed to visit whenever I want' 'ill think about it'.
