An emo's final story

Chapter 1

Its my first day in this new hell hole and its so far 'Fun' just wait until the first class. And second and so on and so forth let a just get this over with already. I'm just a girl who wears black and other dark colors and hates myself so I decided to hide my scars so no one will be 'Up set' or whatever. I'm wearing my usual ripped jeans and gray T-shirt I put on my black glasses and go brush my teeth and skip my hair because its short it'll figure it out on its own. It's 5:30 AM, now I know what your thinking 'It's too early to be awake!' Well guess what? My buss comes at 6:30-6:40 and I get to the junior high at 7:12 because class starts at 8:09. Yup my life is always the same but different things happen at different times. People think that just because I'm emo I'm going to go on a rampage and murder the school and myself. I'm already told to go and I quote 'Go kill yourself you emo slut.' and other things that do actually effect me. Plus it's hard to ignore them with A.D.H.D...yeah I have that. Oh I don't think I introduced myself...but it's not like anyone cares...I'm Samantha P. Alexander I'm not telling you what the P stands for because I don't want you to know my middle name. Yes it's a weird name but it suits a weird person like me. I'm gender fluid, for a while I'll be my 'actual gender' but others I'll be Samuel, and S.P. just a little something I thought you'd like to know. Whelp it's 6:28 I'd better get downstairs before it's too late.

~time skip brought to you by the Creepypastas~

I'm now at my window looking for the buss, it always passes my house and turns around so when it goes past my house I have to walk down my little 'short cut' to get to the buss at the end if my driveway. Oh speaking of which there it goes I guess I have to go to the buss stop now how fun, the buss it's always so very pleasant the smell of oil, gasoline, rubber, and B.O. along with the four people already on it a guy who has a crush on my since 5th grade when I first moved here named Garry and his little brother who I've grown to liking named Zack and my friend named Bethany and her older sister who sits in the back of the buss named Victoria. My friend Bethany and I have been friends since 5th grade, a little before the last day of school. We became friends during lunch which is kinda ironic since we both love food...well...I don't like food that much anymore...I decide to starve myself because why not. Great, more Garry looking over my shoulder to see what I'm doing on the iPod I sneak to school and more him asking me out and giving me petty little compliments that make me was to barf. Every time he complements me it's on my hair that is always the same or on my clothes that I never change the hoodie with and it's not like he can see my shirt also on the pants I have the same fucking pair to and my shoes that I literally wear everyday. It's disgusting! He also says that I'm a 'nice' and 'very beautiful person' he told me something that sent shivers down my spine. Apparently during all of our classes he just...watches me...he just...watches my every single fucking movement...everything I do he watches...everywhere I go he watches...he's my stalker and I want him to leave me alone. I do the best I can to get him away from me but to no prevail he doesn't stop. It's getting on my nerves and fast, I don't like it at all it's creeping me out more and more until my breaking point. Well my buss is here, yay more torment and pain and suffering to come to today. At least it's early release Friday or else I was going to break someone's back...or cut off there dicks shove it down there esophagus rip off there balls and sell them on Amazon and same with the girls. I'm scary and mean at first but once you get to know me I'm not that bad, I don't think.

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Whelp here's my first chapter, idk how many chapters I'm putting in this book.

It's to show all the things I go through in my life being emo and being me

I didn't use any real names because I don't exactly want to.

It's privacy invasion if I do and I don't want my friend to get mad at me because she has Wattpad and might read this book.

For those of you who are reading this.

Thanks...I guess

Bye guys.

Gotta make more chapters and add new chapters to different books I made and will soon be making

Laters!