The Fragile Living in Paradox

Chapter Two

Bakit ba ako pinanganak kung wala rin naman akong silbi? I just rolled my eyes and avoid eye contact. Shopping is life. I only shop for foods. Dont worry Im not abusing foods, I take a good care to my body. Why? Its because I want more, I want to learn more, I dont like to die early I dont like to be missed. FOMO I supposed.

*sigh*

I want to be alone. 6:03 pm , Tsk. I need to go home. Preparation para sa Royal party nila Mommy with her friends. After shopping nakakita ako ng isang teddy bear color white siya, ang cute niya!

"Miss, do you want that bear?" Aw. I didnt realize that I was stared too long on the bear. I looked around, I dont know this man. I just smiled at him and nod. Napangiti din siya.

"That was already reserved" he said. I really dont know him. Why in the hell am I talking to him?! Wait I didnt talk I just responded.

"Oh what a lucky person to have that," I smiled again and stared at the bear again, "Oh! I have some errands to chase.!" I walked away and he just smiled back. Tss. Strangers trying to look nice. Like friends with hidden betrayals. Or maybe friends is more dangerous than strangers.

Alessia never betrays me, and I never sensed betrayals on her, shes not the one who I meant sa sinabi  or inisip ko kanina. I just remembered something when I was in elementary days. I used to have a Friend, and we decided to be a "Best friend" I mean we are BESTFRIENDSFOREVER. Ofcourse on that days I felt happiness. A lifetime with a friend is a blessing, but in those days everything felt so wrong. Its a pain, they only want you if they need something. Hope Alessia will never be like them, Alessia is sweet inoccent full of concideration and has a peace of mind. But sometimes she's overdoing it. But she's a good girl. And I know I'm lucky to have her as my bestfriend, maybe it can't last FOREVER, but I promise that I will stay by her side.

*arrive    in the house*

"A house that never felt a home." I whispered. Dumiretso ako sa kwarto ko. Im now packing up my things... I suddenly heard a knock.

"Come in" still busy preparing

"Ateeeeeeee!" A loud noise echoed in my room. Hindi ko siya pinansin. She's a brat. Spoiled by Mom.

"Ate, you better look nice to your outfit stop being an old-fashioned! We're going to a mansion! " she screams in excitement. Tsk bakit ba siya nangengealam.

"I'll be off now! Yayaaa!" She screamed again.

"I hate my sister" I think and I decided to lay down in my bed. I fell asleep...

"Kyreeeee" someone whispered. I was in the pitch black, I thought I was blind. I blink and blink many times but I only see  darkness.

"Kyreeeeee" a long whisper. Now Im scared. I saw a bear a white bear, smiling, and when it grins I saw bloodstain in its teeth it freaked me out. I scream so loud! I run and run and then I flip over. The bear hold my foot, I kicked him so hard that it loss its balance. Now Im ready to stand then someone hit me hard in my head.

"Kyreeee! Wake up!" My mom shouted.

"Were late!" She added. Padabog siyang umalis sa kwarto ko. Nagmadali akong magbihis, Tsk... what a nightmare... bakit nga ba ako nagmamadali? Im wearing a dress a royal dress, first time kong magsuot ng dress na ganito yun tipong maa-attract lahat ng tao dahil maganda ang pagkaburda nito at maganda din ang tela. I wear 2" high heels. Bumaba na ako. My little sister wore a shiny white dress, she curled her hair and wear some lil makeups.

"Somehow you look like a lady." my sister smiled at me. That smile made her more pretty or prettier. I didnt reply to her, shes a lil bitch to me. And I didnt say a word to praise her. I just ignore her cuteness and acted normal not interested. Were at the car now the Driver is Mang Julio. My Mom is busy talking to her phone while my sister is busy scrolling on her social medias and what so ever. I just stared outside, hoping... that some accidents will happen.  Just kidding. I opened my bag and get my earphone and suck it in my ears. The earphone is already attached to my phone, I started listening to musics...