I'm dead so don't resuscitate me
Never in my life has my heart been so empty
Seeing me down
Is what they all envy
Used to pray at night for the pills end to me
Loved you always
Happiness for you outweighs
The way I felt myself
Everything on the line for you
I'm so used to being heartbroken
It ain't nothing new
Now I'm sitting here missing those I love you toos
But I guess me and you was past due
I never thought we'd end and then be through
You always see me in my ends
With my closed circle of friends
And then I'm thinking about you when I'm picking up the pen like
I can't take the pain no more I might as well fucking die
I
Saw right through it with my two eyes
And I
Cannot help this good goodbye
I cannot help this good goodbye
And why
Must I leave you in the past
When at last I had someone I loved
But now those efforts have been rebuffed
Sitting here lonely
Wishing I had someone here to hold me
Hold me tight
Knowing someone would be there for me at night
Battling my demons like I'm drake battling Kendrick
Call me what you want yeah call me eccentric
The destruction of me is so systemic
I cannot help it
I've always struggled with my depression
and allahs blessing didn't help
And I guess you guessed me and you just couldn't gel
fuck this hell
I'm tired
You were the only I admired
But looks like our love has just expired
