A girl struggling with how she feels at school and her fantasies that helped her cope.
Based off true events.
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I'm really not so good at descriptions but I'd like anyone who comes across this book to at least give me a chance. Please...
School, it's where I'm ignored, ostracized, and all other synonymous words and phrases to describe being left out. I'm not the girl everyone knows, not that I want to be anyway, but yeah I'm kind of just there you know.
First setting: At school
There's a group project and the teacher decides to be nice and let everyone pick their partners. Everyone starts moving around the room and in a matter of minutes everyone is settled, paired up and you're the only one left standing in the middle of the room. You feel like shit, they see you there all alone and act like you aren't there. You look at them with pleading eyes that say 'please just this once can I be included'. They don't look at you at all.
They see the teacher coming up she ask,"Does anyone else need a partner?/not have a group?". What hurts the most is that she knows that you're the only one without a group. They all look away hoping that they aren't the unlucky ones to get paired with you. You look at the group she tells to include you, they frustratedly sigh or roll their eyes. The others in the class sigh as well, but in relief.
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***Wishful thinking***
......Everyone starts moving around the room and in a matter of minutes everyone is settled, paired up and your the only one left standing in the middle of the room.....
All of a sudden your two amazing Daddies (at least what I picture they'll be like since I'll probably never have any) show up! They take your heavy book bag and sports bag from you, kiss your forehead and lead you towards a spot where three desks are put together.
You worked so well together your teacher praises you guys. Your Daddies confess you did most of the work while they just watched you. You giggle and blush at them.
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If Only~
//An// So yea that's the first part of it. Hope it wasn't too cringey or atrocious... 😅 Even though it's based on situations in my life I use You/your/you're because I want to give it a more reader inclusive state I guess. Not just you guys reading about crap that happens to me.😅
Tell me what you guys think. Is it good? Bad? Meh?
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