Screw my life

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Joes POV

"Mom why do I have to so this again?" I asked her still pissed I had to lie and make Nichole cry like that. I felt like shirt doing that to her. I feel horrible. "Because, it'll help her get over you and you get over her." she said getting annoyed that I asked the question 100 time now. Or so it felt like. "But mom I can't do that!! I just can't hurt her. I feel horrible." I said with sadness and frustration in my voice. "I'm sorry Joe it's just best for both of you." she said looking me dead in the eye. "But why like this? I hated seeing her crash down I front of me. I almost couldn't bear making her think I has amnesia. It hurts me to see her so, so depressed." I said look away. I'm so ashamed of myself. I'm horrible. Fuck myself for trying to kill myself. I'm so fucking stupid!

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Kyle's POV

I'm sitting in Nichole's chair next to her bed. She's been out for like 2 hours now. I'm getting worried. 'Wait, I don't have feeling for her I CANNOT!' I thought I shook my head. But why? Why is she having this effect on me? This isn't right I can't do this. "Kyle?" I heard Nichole asked with a hushed and worn out voice. I get up and go to her side and neal down closer. "Yea?" I ask looking into her eyes. Her eyes are blue and sort of gray. But right now more gray and sad then anything. "What happened to my parents?" She asked her voice shakey now. "They were driving home and had a crash. I don't know how they are right now but everything will be fine." I said watching her eyes gleam. "But....... how did you find out?" she asked holding back tears. "The hospital called. your parents told them to call me cause you'll most likely not answer." I said ready to comfort her in anyway possible. "I'm a horrible person! I told them I hated them!!! I hate myself!!!" she said basically jumping on me. She held into me like her life depended on it. At first I didn't know what to do but then I wrapped my arms around her holding onto her. She cried into my shoulder for what felt like an hour. 'This poor girl. I don't know what to do.' I thought still holding her. She pulled away and looked at me with tears coating her eyes. "Thank you. Thank you for helping me feel better." she said. Wait a sec! So we've been geography partners for awhile now so I've gotten to know her. Her and I talk a little during school or when I come over. And now, I'm comforting her cause she needs someone. She has C.C.. Amanda doesn't talk to her no more and Jake and Adom don't either. So right now she just has me, she doesn't talk about C.C. "Kyle?" she said just ripping me from my thoughts. "Yea Nichole?" I said looking at her still. "I know your thinking about C.C., She out of town with her boyfriend Brent. She been gone for a few days. She should be back soon." she said nodding her head looking at the ground now. "Oh no no no, I was just thinking. For some reason I feel like the only person in your life right now to comfort you." I said honestly. "Yea you are. Joe has basically left me and the rest of my clique ignores me. I only has you and C.C." she said looking at me now. I sighed and looked her dead in the eyes. "Nichole, if you EVER need me for ANYTHING just call me. My number is on the fridge. It's always been up there." I said. All she did was hug me and I hugged back. She's so small and fragile.

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I'm sitting in my room now. For some reason Nichole won't get off my mind. Her parents are in the hospital. Her old best friend Joe forgot all about her. And C.C. her #1 best friend is out with a viner named Brent Rivera. I don't get him. He's funny and all but. Eh who cares he snot worth my time. My big problem for me is that I think I'm falling for Nichole. But I can't! I just........ I just can't.

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A/N

Hey guys!! sorry it's so short I had to update!!! hope you like it! and OMG Kyle like Nichole?!?!!? let's hope she feels the same way!!!! thanks for reading!

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