Reunited (A Louis Tomlinson Love Story)

Chapter 5.

~Flashback to the day the boys left~

I woke up, and turned over to look at my alarm clock. 11:36am. At that moment, I realized today is the day that Louis is leaving for the X-Factor tour with his band, One Direction. I slowly sat up in bed, and sighed. This day is going to be very tough. I noticed that my phone was blinking, so I grabbed it. I had one new text from Lou.

Goodmorning love. I hope you slept well. I know today is going to be difficult, but we are going to spend the last day together for a while, with eachother. I know there are going to be a lot of tears, but I want you to know that I love you SO much, Amanda. I'm glad that you have been in my life since I was a little boy, and remember, this tour is not going to change anything between us. You will ALWAYS be my Amandapanda, forever. No matter what happens, I will always be here. You know when I leave, I will be just a phone call, tweet, and text away. No matter what. I love you so much. Can't wait to see you later love. xxxx - Loubear.

I couldn't handle that. I burst into tears. I don't think I have cried that much in months. I shoved my face into my pillow and cried for what seemed like forever. Thats all I remember before I fell asleep.

I was slightly awake, when all of a sudden, I felt big, muscular arms around me, cuddling me. I opened my eyes, and saw Lou looking at me, smiling. 

"Hey there, love. How are you feeling?" he said quietly.

"Still crappy, but a little better now that you're here." I said, and nuzzled into his chest.

"Your dad called me. He heard you crying pretty hard. I hope it wasn't because of me." he said, sadly.

"It's because you're leaving. I don't want you to leave." I could feel the tears coming again. 

"Love, I have tried to beg management to let you come along, but they kept saying no. Even the boys wanted you to come along, but it was all up to management." His eyes started glistening, showing that he was tearing up.

That broke me. I started crying, for the second time today. This day is going to be so difficult.

Lou pulled me closer to his chest, and I cried as hard as I could. I could hear him sniffling, and I knew immediately that he was crying. Knowing if I looked up at him to see him cry, my heart would shatter into a million pieces. I just kept my head leaning into his chest, crying. 

We lay there for what felt like hours, and before I knew it, I was sleeping again.

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I opened my eyes to see Lou's face, inches away from mine. I smiled, watching him sleep. The way his jaw bones formed his face perfectly made me want him so much. I just stared at him, taking all of him into my head.

"It's not polite to stare, Mandabear." Lou said, grinning. He fluttered his eyes open, revealing his beautiful blue eyes.

I giggled at him, and snuggled into his chest. His smell was amazing. It never changed, but I always had to inhale his sweet smell. His chest rose and fell, as he sighed. I looked up at him, and saw tears running down his cheeks. As soon as I saw the tears, I was emotional. I put my head back into his chest, making sure he didn't see my tears. My breathing got heavy, and I started bawling.

"Manda, please. Don't cry anymore." Lou said, choking on his own words. He was getting so worked up, as I felt his breathing hitch, rising and falling quickly as he was trying to hold in his sniffles. "I can't see you cry anymore, babe. Please."

The sadness in his voice pushed me over the edge. I threw my arms around his chest, burring my head in his chest, sobbing. I couldn't hold it in anymore. Suddenly, I heard him sobbing, tightening his grip around me.