I here the words that were said
Do they know I can here them?
To this day they haunt my head
My worst fear has came true
I will never be good enough for you
But I already knew this, you see
The thing that hurts is you lied to me
You told me that I will always be enough
And I was dumb to believe you,
But then I mess up two times, and I'm automatically a fuck-up
I know I'm broken and scarred,
But I'm trying so hard.
Just trying to find a reason to not end it all.
All I can think of is that night,
She'll never be responsible enough. She'll never be mature enough....
You tie me down thinking it's the best thing to do.
But how can you know what's best for me,
When you don't know anything.
Stripping me of my freedom and happiness is all you've ever done.
Because of you I question my beliefs, thinking that only yours are right.
Why do you ignore that night?
I'm tired of choking on my own feelings just to spare yours,
And I can't live here anymore.
I feel like an outsider, a stray,
I can't keep laughing like everything's okay.
I know I'm the "rebellious" one, and you think I'll be nothing.
But I'm something.
And I would rather be rebellious than be you.
You've stolen so many of my tears
And you even know some of my fears.
You want me to change
But if I do, I'll fade
Fade into a pale reflection of myself until I disappear........
