Behind Closed Door

Her mind

As morning comes she awakens. She shows a smile as she walks downstairs, nobody ever realises what she went through last night the torture her own mind gave her. She sleeps so she can take a break from her thoughts so she can escape reality and what's going on around her. And nobody knows what she went through last night. The later it got the more she began to think. Her thoughts controlled her, the more she thought the more memories came back and the more memories that came back well....
Nobody realises what she went through that night. As tears streamed down her face she covered her mouth so no noise was made so nobody could hear how badly she wanted to scream; how desperately she wanted to cry out loud and how much she wanted someone there with her. She lay in bed grabbing on to her pillow as hard as possible to restrain herself from crying out loud. This is what her nights had become. Yet nobody knew what happened that night. As the day went on she felt urges when she felt like she was going to break down and she couldn't do anything. She tried so hard to stop the tears she could cry in front of people. The more and more she tried to keep her emotions in the more she felt this pain in her chest. But she knew she couldn't give up until she was alone and knew nobody was around. She rushed upstairs saying she was tired and as soon as the bedroom door was shut. She fell to the ground and her tears were unstoppable. No words could heal the pain she was feeling. She was hurt and broken you could also say she was destroyed and torn apart. She was alone isolated,because she didn't know how to explain what was happening she felt like she had to take it on by herself. Worst of all nobody knew what had happened that night behind that closed door inside those four walls....