-insert-name-here- tagged me in this as well as EmJ_was_here, so I I may as well do it. Some of this crap won't really be shocking, some of it is the very depths of my brain.
1. When I was thinking of a number one, I could only think of Ten Dual Commandments from Hamilton. Speaking of that, I'm absolute Hamilton trash. What a surprise.
2. I'm one of the only four girls in my school who's on the drumline. One of the very few on drumline who isn't a complete idiot and is respectful.
3. I'm learning German and PSE (Pidgin Signed English). I haven't really learned enough signs to hold a proper conversation. I also cane really do a German accent.
4. Out of what I'm sure and my rough estimates, I'm three quarters Puerto Rican. The rest is a melting pot of European-ness. I don't know Spanish, sadly. I'm a disgrace.
5. There's this dude I have a massive crush on and everyone at school knows. Even he knows. We sit with each other in science, we're just friends, and it's fine like that.
6. I look too far into everything. My mind is analytical to the point where it can break me. It's not uncommon that I wonder how my death will happen, if it's in my sleep, or another time, or what will specifically please everyone. I once planned for a trip to Universal where we would eat, everything I needed, I was the mom of the group.
7. I'm weird. But that's obvious. The part that isn't is how I'm in multiple friend groups and I have certain different aspects of my personality that I sometimes use to appeal to them. If you can't tell at point, I'm kind of a people pleaser.
8. I just want to be a better person, but I don't know how to if I just can't find a way to like myself. I don't like dealing with myself, I feel like I'm really annoying. Things got kind of dark.
9. I likely scare and concern myself more than I scare and concern others around me.
10. I really enjoy math, but my teacher is really bad. She always makes us practice the opposite of what's on the test. She's nice, but good Lord. I also really suck at chemistry, just randomly putting that out there.
11. My parents always say that I'm smarter than my brother, and I'm scared that I'll let them down. Yet again, people pleaser.
12. I realized from doing this I really am a people pleaser and that I should be more concerned for my well being than others. I guess I'm humble or something for putting others first. Well, not humble, I forgot the word for it. I'm probably just going to continue being the way I am.
13. I've thought out a lot for my future, and what I want to do, but it all just scares me. I just want to live a happy life.
In summary, I think too much and I want to live a good life.
Anyways, here's all people I'm tagging because why not. Some people who may not even do it, some I don't know, but I'm still tagging them.
*looks up something random to find more because I have like no friends or people I follow*
I'm just going to leave it at that. Sorry for the ones I tagged and you don't know me. Don't hate me from this moment on out, because I feel like I wasted your time for you to see the notification and look at my trash account. But yeah. That's it.
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