Im certain I fucking hate you, Kim Hansol... The way you walk, the way you talk. I can't think of anyone worse.

You've lied about me, called me names, torn me down to my knees until I've begged you to leave me alone with tears pooling on the backs of my hands. I know you don't care though.

It makes you feel power and it makes up for the attention you frequently miss out on.

You're a dirtbag and you know it too. Perhaps, if you treated people better, they would like you more. Even the friends you claim to have aren't true. They stand behind you because they have no other choice.

Ever since we were little, Hojoon never liked you and I always wondered why. Now I understand... Now he's gone too. He treats you like you're the king of shit mountain. What a moron.

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"Hansol... what happened to your face?" My finger tips were about to brush against his cheek before he forcefully pushed away with an angry grunt.

His hand moved to cover the thick scratch next to his left eye and he looked away," I don't need to tell you jack shit!" He cursed at me freshly.

Reguardless of his attitude, I administered cleaning it out with a gentle touch, pressing a soft cotton ball covered in rubbing alcohol to the bloody cut. I brushed his bangs out of his face and stuck a bandaid over the injury before looking at the dark bruise that swept across his cheek like an angry storm cloud.

I felt his cheek press against my hand like a soft nuzzle, but when I looked down he rolled his eyes.

His eyes snapped shut and he stood up quickly, storming away like an angry bee.

He left me standing there.

Why did I help him after what he did , locking me in the janitors closet... He didn't deserve my kindness, that's what mama told me.

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