BTSXGOT7_ LIFE IS NOT EASY_[Slow Updated]

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[Reen Angelie Kim]

"How many time I should tell you Reen? This words I have repeat for 100 thousand times but you never think it was important,right?"
"Ah dad.... I don't fight this time. He get me first.."
"What!? Don't answer me or not I will kick you from this house."
"I never care about it....."
"Instead,,, I will send you two the house that I made​ for you two years ago."
"Hello? Have I heard a wrong words!?"
"You need to survive. You are not allowed to step here. Understand?"
"Step where? In here?"
"So where? This is the only house that you ever live before..."

"I don't care lah dad. You want me to go this night, of course no problems. I'm okay..."
"It will not in here, but you will stay at Korea."
"Dad, are you insane?"
"You know Reen? Dad is tired of your attitudes​, your bad habits. You went to school everyday but you always had a problem and I was always showing my face In front of you Principal. You know? I am ashamed to have​ a beautiful and cute daughter likes you but you are too stupid and you too swag. Why are you acting like a boy?"
"You want me to explain it..? Okay fine. First of all, you don't let me live with my mom, you not responsible on me, you throw me everyday, you don't give me love, you not being a good father. That's why I cannot be a perfect daughter."

"From today, don't ever call me your dad, I am not exist In your life begin from today. You go! Out from here."
"Sure."
"This is your money for one year and after one year,go find your own money. Don't call me and don't tell me If you need anything."
"You are getting old dad. I don't want to know anything if you dead or what.  Because I know that I am not your daughter."
"Repeat it again."
"No need to repeat dad, you will regrets one day because kicking me out from my house."

With my bag in my left hand, money in right hand. I put the money inside my bag and begin to move. I just ignores my dad's voice calling me. Finally I run in the rain. I start​ to sing.
[Raining you are protect me when the sun not coming out. You be here to cover me with my thousand tears. No one can see me when I'm cry and no one could hear me... Please help me... I begging you.... Lead me to the right way....]
When I stop singing..... The rain getting heavily... I go fast and walking inside the bus in front of the bus station.

"Sir. Airport.."
"Okay."
I just cannot stand it but I try.. I sit on my seat at the back. Alone... I feel so cold because I was wet. I take my jacket then I wear it. I look at my phone...
5.49 p.m. Airport ... I was looking at my wallpaper on my phone.. My brother and me. I lost him three years ago , since that day... I cannot forgot the tragedy and also I almost dead. Now... I'm 9teen years old, I have a long hair, I'm 167 cm, I got a brother but he is dead.

How can I survive three years ago? He dead.. Also, my dad unresponsible father I ever met. I ever have, my life is too hard. I don't even met my mom since me and my brother had an accident. Dad also cage me but I was cruel to be rude on him, at school I fought, I bully people, I also get warn from the Principal. But, with that nothing can change me. I am me, like my Brother said. 'No one can change you except for you own....' From that words, I've describe my self as a cruel girl also a bad girl. I cannot be change by anyone.

#skip#

-Arrived at Seoul, Korea-

"Here I am Korea! I come here to survive and! Try to change my self. I need to be positive, to be a good​ girl and also.... Forgot all the past."
When I make my hand like a butterfly, sudden someone hit me. He just leave and didn't say 'sorry'.
"Hey! You, who standing with a blue jacket! You hit me...."
He look at me and he said 'what'.
"Dude.. Be polite with me..."
"For what? You look like not polite too... So why I'm gonna say sorry?"
"Well, hello? At least you say sorry because my phone wrecked by you."
"Hey girl.. I am not easy to say sorry."
"Ugh! Shit man!"
He just go away like that... I am really mad at that time..

I just walk and once again I see the boy who hit me just now but now I just ignores. I walk away and take a taxi to go to Gangnam. My house place there and I will stay there. School there and also I will not going back to my home place at England. I don't ever think about going home.i hate people who pushed me...
"Sir. At Gangnam..."
He nodded. I sleep for a second then I get a call from Andy.

"Reen! You are at the Seoul!? Why don't you tell me?"
"My ear........"
"Sorry, why?"
"Are you crying?"
"Yes I am.. You leave me and either you didn't tell me you are leaving. How dare you Reen Angelie Kim!"
"Oo Andy... I am sorry, it was unexpected news and I just want to tell you after I arrived at my house."
"Sokay. I hope we can meet again. I heard you was fired by the Principal today."

"Yes and I have been kicked by my father."
"Wow. That was so bad. You will be fine , right?"
"Yes... I am sorry... I need to end this call, I arrive at my house. Bye Andy."
"Okay Reen. Text me. Bubye..."
I pay the money.. I start to walk towards the big house. Big blue house.. It is look alike a Paradise. It seem like it have been keep by someone.
"Sora!"
I recognize this voice.. My lovely cousin! Mark! My gosh! He call my Korean name....
"Kim Sora Jyeon! You are home!"
"I thought I will live alone...."
"As you see! Your lovely cousin is here!"

We hugging each other..
"Ni piao liang!"
"Wow... Speaking chinese huh!? Stop being ridiculous. Why are you here? I thought you were at America, studying?"
"No I'm not. I have come home early yesterday. Your dad tell me tht you will be here so here I am. Your bodyguard!"
"Okay. Let's not talk too much.. Help me!"

#sorry fo the wrong words.

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