I hate that word
Happy is what I have to be
I don't have a choice
I'm not allowed to be sad
Happy
Is all I'm allowed
I have to be happy for everyone
While I choke on the feelings that aren't allowed to come out
Being happy is what everyone expects
What they all need in their time of saddens
What about me
Why has no one thought about me
What I need
What I want in my time of saddens
Oh wait I almost forgot
I'm never sad
I always have a smile on my face
But it's barely ever real
