"i have never been good at
keeping track of days.
no, i don't know how many days until thanksgiving.
no, i can't remember when we broke up.
but if you were to ask me
right now
how many days clean i am,
i would know.
it's not something so easily
forgotten.
it's like i'm slowly ticking boxes,
and i finally have something
to work for."
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clean. // larry au
Fanfiction"getting rid of you was like putting down weights. it was like emerging from dirty water. it was like finally cleaning out that drawer you'd been avoiding. i feel fresh."
