She was finally 14. She was happy very happy, which was kinda of strange for her. She should have known everything would go into a downward spiral. Once she was happy she had tried to be kind to everyone. They took advantage of that, but one person in particular. Her favorite cousin Mikey. Mikey had always been abusive but she seen the better side of him. She never took the hits for granted. She thought of it as a game, she thought everybody was trying to make her tougher. She stayed at chef cousins more frequently. Always had bruises underlying her clothing. Until it began one night when her aunt and uncle and her 2 female cousins were asleep. She was sitting down stairs in the kitchen, Mikey came in, she thought nothing of it. He came closer and closer until he was touching her. Pressing his junk on her. She pushed him off and ran upstairs. 'Maybe his high or drunk' . hed always had problems staying sober. She shoved a butter knife in the door so he couldn't get in just in case and went to sleep. The next day he acted like he hadn't pressed up on her. She forgave him because she assumed he was drunk or high. her aunt, uncle, cousins, and her went to leave. She went to go outside to the car to get the first seat in the car, Mikey followed her out the door. Soon as the door closed he pushed her against the house and did it again, broad daylight . she knew he was sober, he was doing this on purpose. She was immediately frightened. He tried kissing her she tried pulling away, it dirt work. And she couldn't get away. Finally somebody walked put the door. But nobody saw a thing . he walked away like nothing just happened. She knew if she told somebody no one would believe her. But she still tried she was walking with her cousin sadies 'I have to tell you something'.
'What is it?'
'Your brother.. He keeps pushing himself on me. Im scared..'
'What? Mikey wouldn't do that your lying.'
She tried to tell someone before it got worse, and it failed. She was scared. They got back and she tried to stay as far away as she could from him.
Later that night she was asked to go get something from the trunk of the car . she went to go get it. He came out a few minutes later as she was still looking for it. This time he pressed from behind. Then he began touching her. One of his sisters came out and was offering some help finding what she was looking for. Before his sister seen him he walked off, he left. She was scared.
' do you need help'
'Yea I can't find it'
She picked it up from infront of her and they both went back in'
It was late, and she wanted to be alone she wanted to ball up and cry.
' its getting late im going to bed. '
She walked up stairs to the attic and played on the ground balled up and sobbed until she fell asleep. It was about one in the morning she woke up dehydrated. She didn't think Miley would be back yet so she went downstairs to the kitchen to get a glass of water. She heard footsteps coming closer. It was dark and she was scared. She turned around and there he was. Mikey. He pulled a small gun out of his shorts waist band, cocked it and put it to her head. The glass of water dropped into the sink . she was mortified.
'You tell anyone and ill kill you. '
He put the gun on the kitchen table. There was a chair in the corner of the kitchen. He grabbed her by her hair, turned her around, and pushed her over the chair. He pulled down her pants and underwear. Next he dropped his around his ankles. He trusted in and out as he had his hand over her mouth and gripping her hair. He finished and walked away. She pulled up her pants ran to the bathroom locked the door . got in the shower and sunk to the floor. She didn't cry just stared blankly at the shower wall. Taking in what had just happened. She looked down, there was blood everywhere. She got out of the shower when she heard someone knock on the door.
' hold on ill be out in a sec. She put a pad on and finished getting dressed. She opened the door and ran upstairs . she balled up im the bed gripping her privates. It hurt. She was a virgin and this had to be her first experience. She cried herself to sleep . the next morning she called up her dad telling him she wanted to come home. Later that day he came and got her and took her home. She didn't speak nor did she look at him . she was severely depressed again. She was traumatized.
