The Girl Next Door

Never Fall in Love

Julia's p.o.v

                      I walked home that day and cried myself to sleep. I never wanted to see Logan again I only said it to Connor because I was mad. After everything Connor had said today I just wanted to cry and curl up. So when I woke up I put on a baby blue dress and white converse all stars. I put my hair in a thick white hair band. I walked out of the house and sat on the porch. Across the street I saw Connor and his friends Asher and Matt drinking beer and walking to his backyard. He looked up and laughed at me and his friends did too. I wanted to talk to him apologize but I was too confused. I didn't know wether I should hate him or love him. Because the truth is after what had happened I don't think that I could love anyone again. I went back inside and called my mom. She didn't answer so I called my dad. He did answer. "What the fuck do you want." "Well I was wondering when you guys will be home?" I heard a sigh. "Jules we are gonna be there in the morning now go to bed!" I just put on PJs and slept on the couch.
             I woke up with my hair in my face, my heart was racing, I was sweating, I had no idea where I was. I heard talking. " I'll take her back tomorrow I just had to save her I still love her. And I am sorry for what I did." Wait save me from what? Sorry? OMG Connor still loved me wow! The door opened and Logan walked right in. "Logan no!" He just grabbed me and drove me home. He looked and told me "Ask Connor." I got out  and walked to Connors house and knocked. When he answered I walked in and he said "Logan sent you." I nodded then he told me what. "Well um, last night I was eating dinner when I looked out the window because I heard noise. When I looked I saw a broken window at your house so I walked over. I  was just about to  knock but the lock was picked. So I walked in and you were lying on the couch swearing and crying." He looked away and sighed. "I asked you what happened but I already knew because your mom walked out the door with a bag and your dad left in a car." He wiped away a tear and I touched his arm "Connor what happened?" He gripped my shoulders and said "Julia I called Logan and he talked to you but i knew your parents were long gone and that you had been scarred this girl lay on the floor with bruises and cuts on her wrists. And you cried and cried and you were drunk too. So I took you to my home and you tried to take advantage of me. But when I didn't want to sleep with you I let you walk out the door and I was so worried but Logan took care of you I see." I couldn't believe it I  was so stupid I hated myself for letting my guard down. I looked at Connor and I quietly said "Connor? Take me home."