Divergent:tris and four's child

Chloe's pov

Chapter:9

(At James' new place)

I think worried about what I'm going to say how will he take it when I tell him I'm afraid of intimacy. I shiver as the thought rolled by in my mind.

"Are you ok Chloe because you look a little pale?"

"I'm fine ok I'm just ugh.........I will tell you later ok I'm just fine this moment is about you." I squirm as I still think about it I feel dizzy and then black out. I wake to the smell of my haven my safe place I see that James brought me in his room I'm in his bed and he is so close and I know exactly how much distance there is between us...................6 inches I want him closer yet I feel disgusted with myself for wanting someone I can't have or at least doesn't want me. Who could want me or this this evil girl who gets what she wants and looks disgusting.

"Hey how long were you just looking at me Chloe?"

I murmur"Not long enough."

"Hugh Chloe what was that?"he says trying to be sarcastic. He got all blushy and then kisses me as I sit in shock for a minute then I deepen the kiss.

"You know I ...uhh ...have ...a ...um ...fear ... of...intamsy." I say between breaths then he pulls away and looks shocked yet he has a sorry twinkle in his eyes.

"I am so sorry Chloe I'll never do it I promise sorry."

"For what if I had a problem I would have pulled away and I didn't I was just concerned if you thought it would get that far just you know stating the fact." I go back to kissing him I feel his lips curl into a smile and I just sigh of relief and think to myself wow he really does want me and I'll let him take it slow.

"I love you Chloe!" He says while pulling me close. Now I know we have at least two inches between us.